A Man's Trail 
 Author Unknown
This is the story of an average human
 From his story there is so much to learn 
 "I work through life working day and night
 Let me tell you of my miserable plight
 Before that, let me thank Allah Most Merciful
too
 That's why I'm sharing my story with you 
 From young I was told I had to be the best
 I must learn to score for my exams and tests
 I studied hard to be the top in class
 So that my friends will respect me with all
the fuss 
 In my youth days, I was actually insecure
 So much temptations and many are impure
 I prayed sparingly but it didn't help me
 Why couldn't I feel that Allah was watching
me? 
 I wanted to be the cream of the cake
 I didn't allow myself to make a single mistake
 I wanted more friends and also be praised
 When I didn't get complimented, I felt so
dazed 
 I began to doubt myself again and again
 Was I not good enough or was I insane?
 I was feeling inadequate for my lack of looks
 Was I too fat, short, or did my smile give
the spooks? 
 I learnt to dress up in trendy clothes bought
from stores
 I wanted people to look at me and say 'wow'
in awe
 I wanted to be adored, praised and be popular
 Success to me is to be top scholar
 I wanted to shower myself in fame
 I also hoped to earn a big name
 I studied hard and topped my school high
 I believe that to make friends, success is
a tool 
 Whenever I was with friends and my date was
just beside
 I felt the pressure to display my witty side
 I'm afraid my friends would leave me if I'm
not nice enough
 So I bought them gifts and other good stuff
 Branded clothes, car, intelligence and friends
indeed
 You may think I have all that I need
 But I'm still unhappy inside and I don't even
know why
 Was I not good enough, too ugly or too shy? 
 At work, I pleased my boss to show him I was
the best
 I treated my colleagues lunch and sacrificed
all my rest
 I was afraid that my boss disliked me if I
lazed about
 In front of him, I did my best and tried to
stand out 
 Then I climbed the corporate ladder and be
my own boss
 Finally, I was successful but I was still
in a loss
 I was cheerful outside but scared inside
 I was not even sure what I'm doing is right 
 I looked around to see all my best friends
 I wonder if they still like me if my wealth
ends?
 I cannot bear to face rejection or even fail
 If I become poor and old, will my friendships
be stale? 
 I work hard, but who am I trying to impress?
 The fear of losing my reputation is causing
me stress
 I want friends to respect me forever and ever
 I could imagine my friendship to sever 
 But alas! My business failed me terribly
 I was down with illness and suffered painfully
 All the people whom I thought were faithful
friends
 Left me because my status has no stands 
 I'm left alone and wonder whether it is true?
 To make good friends, wealth matters too?
 I looked at the side of my bed and saw the
Qur'an
 Guilt enveloped me because the Qur'an I have
read none 
 Since I was alone and feeling so bored
 I explored the Qur'an to know about Allah
the Lord
 True Muslims friends start to befriend me
 It doesn't matter whoever I'll be
 They accept me and love me despite my flaws
 I don't have to make them like me by using
force
 I don't have to impress Allah with my witty
charm
 I already know Allah loves us and protects
us from harm 
 With Allah's help, we can attain peace in
self
 So let's put doubt back in Satan's shelf
 If there are problems with work and with men
 Please remember that it's part of Allah's
plan
 Ask from Allah because He listens to us always
 Allah will help us with His Kindness and Grace 
 I met a man who is unfortunately blind
 He then advised me with words so kind
 He said, 'Love yourself and be grateful for
what you are
 You owe it to Allah for coming this far
 Allah loves us and makes us Muslims
 But many people don't appreciate it, it seems
 It doesn't matter if we're poor or earn less
 Allah loves who we are and He cares
 Don't do good deeds if you do it for show
 Or else your spiritual status will sink below 
 If you're humble, do good deeds and pray to
Allah Most Wise 
 You can earn yourself a place in Paradise
 Good Muslims overcome worries and insecurity
 They are unfazed even if they are treated
with hostility 
 Why be a slave to affluence and glamour?
 Why worry if we are not witty with humour?
 Always be yourself, dear brother, have no pretence
 Allah will still love you, even if you don't
have any fans
 Why be afraid, dear brother, when friends
shun away
 When Allah is there for you it's always that
way.' 
 After the blind man left, my mind started working
 I was still surprised and truth starts coming
 It seems that I may be a boss or lying here
poor
 but good Muslims greet me with salaam, a smile
and no fear 
 I kept wondering, what is success to me?
 Is it about having friends, or earning a good
degree?
 I had all these and yet I was not satisfied
 Could it be because that Allah was not on
my side? 
 Then I realize that I have been foolish
 My INSECURITY is the one that was my leash
 Why was I ungrateful to Allah Most Great?
 Allah's helping us all the way as Fate 
 Oh! I'm ashamed for being so proud
 When my success was actually a passing cloud!
 Now I realize my great big mistake
 So I do more good deeds now with sincerity
and no fake 
 Let's learn from this life and tread the virtuous
road
 Remember that this world is only a temporary
abode
 Now I live through my life devoted to the
Islamic cause
 And repent, so Allah will love me despite
my flaws." 
 Remember true success is not about having lots
of friends
 In fact, it is about passing Allah's tests
 Happiness is not about showing off your generous
part
 In fact, it's about the ATTITUDE of your heart 
 Say: 'I like who I am and I'm glad to be me
 I love being a Muslim and Allah sets my heart
free!
 I can feel in my mind and in my little heart
 bone I confess - with Allah around, I know
I'm never alone."
  
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