Sweet notes: sorry about the last chapter, it wasn’t quite as long as it should have been, meaning the well deserved revenge got itself dumped waiting for the next chapter. This should be that chapter. ^^
Disclaimer: Once upon a time I did not own Beyblade.
Warnings: Heavy angst, Kai/Tyson, Taylor/Max, strange old men, burning sweaty hot Yaoi, maybe even burning sweaty hot Yaoi sex, evil author humour making a comeback, AU…. Psychological.
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Losing, Chapter
18: The ‘bad’ chapter.
~ By Sweetdeily.
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He could hear them talking.
Kai and the bad men.
He could feel himself being thrown to the ground, could feel some sort of wonderful grip settle in a form of a hug on him.
He could see it all.
But… but it couldn’t possibly be real…
He had to be dreaming…
This couldn’t possibly have happened…
Why… why were things going like this…?
Wide deep blue eyes in the middle of a cherub angel face, framed by raven hair stared at another. Complete shock written over every feature.
Horror…
So much sadness… so many emotions, no way to express or let them go.
“…Tyson, I… am sorry for this happening to you…”
He couldn’t handle this kind of thing… it didn’t make sense.
Tyson…? I said I was
sorry. I realize that it may not be enough… but I will do whatever it takes for
you to forgive me. Tyson…?
It was all so very wrong… it was all so, so very wrong…
“Tyson! Look at me. What are you do- …”
Nothing… nothing … don’t know how to respond.
“…… Max…”
Blue and blue locked and one looked away, ashamed.
Tyson bit his lip.
“Max…” A sob choked his throat. “Kami-sama… M-Max-kun…”
Crimson eyes followed blue, unsure of what to say, pale hands hugged the smaller form closer.
“We need to leave now Tyson…”
Wide blue eyes turned to crimson, and for once, Tyson didn’t make a smart ass remark.
“But what about Max?”
Kai looked away and brought Tyson to his feet, the teen was like a doll, body moving as directed, but without force or effort.
The Moonain pushed Tyson toward the docked ship, taking the teen’s hand in his own.
“What about Max?”
They reached the opening, almost to the safety of the vessel before Tyson pushed back, trying to get back to his friend.
“What about Max? Kai! What about Max?” His blue eyes were wide, as if he already knew the answer but refused to think of it.
“It’s not against our laws…”
Kai held onto Tyson’s arms as the small boy tried to run past him to get back to the still form of his friend. The bad Moonain’s were watching them go silently observing the show.
“No! Do something! Do something!”
“Tyson! I cannot help him, Tyson!”
“No! Damnit! How can you be like this? How can you just walk away like this? How can you be so cold…”
“Tyson…”
“Iíe! I have to help him… I have to…”
“There’s nothing you or anyone can do.”
“Iíe! Iíe! Iíe! Boku
wa shinákereba naranaí!” ((Chibi-chan, is it Boku wa shinákereba
naranaí or Boku wa shinákereba
narimasen? The latter sounds the proper version
to me, but the dictionary says it’s the former. I am only assuming the boku wa is alright, as I not diddly
squat about Japanese sentence structure.))
((err, incase you know less about Japanese than me, it says ‘I have got
to do something’ if I wrote it out right…))
Kai grabbed Tyson by the shoulders, pulling the boy against him and gripping his chin in one pale hand. Tyson was shaking with barely contained emotions.
“There is nothing I can do… there is nothing you can do… I am sorry, but I cannot rescue him, only you were kidnapped, and only you were in the bargain…”
Crimson eyes and beautiful childlike innocent blue eyes stayed in lock for a long moment, even when Kai took the last step and the door closed behind them.
Why…?
… I do not know Tyson…
Why… why are you all
so cold? Why are you all so horrible! What did I ever do to you, Kai? What did
I do to deserve your hatred? What did Max do? …What’s wrong with us?
It is not your fault
that Max was taken… It could not be stopped, even if it were someone else. Some
things… they happen, whether you want them to or not. What happened between you
and I… I do not want… but, I… I must accept it, just
as you must accept that Max; Angel, will probably never see you again.
Tyson’s face crumbled, his body turning into dead weight as he slid to the ground.
“I don’t understand… I don’t understand anything! You force yourself on me, and then when I finally accept that you have to do… to do…” he chocked on his own words, before tears slipped from the corners of his eyes.
“… and then you throw me aside like a piece of worthless trash. And… I don’t even know what I did wrong!”
The pure human’s shoulders shook his head barely above Kai’s knees from his position on the floor.
“Better yet, I get kidnapped! And the last person I want to be n-near comes to… save me.” His voice chocked over with hiccups, hysteria leaking into his tone and pitch, his shoulders shaking from the nerves.
“And, as if tha-at w-w-w… wasn’t enough, my on-nly friend is… is…” Words lost themselves and Tyson crumpled into a little ball.
Kai felt the ship moving away and gently lifted Tyson to his chest. Tyson was so small bunched in a ball, his tanned hands looked fragile. But, Kai realized; Tyson’s body wasn’t the fragile thing, it was the human’s mind.
He walked a little ways into the suiting area and placed Tyson on a bench, Tyson was shuddering to strongly to move properly, his hiccupping sobs unable to be stopped in a short amount of time.
Kai smoothed the hair back from the boy’s face, movements slow and precise, but reassuring.
“Hush, hush now Tyson.”
Tyson hiccupped particularly loudly, his mouth opening as if to speak, but only sobs came out. His body shuddered as he began to hyperventilate.
“Breath Tyson, breath slowly. Take one deep breath.”
Tyson took a huge gasp of air in, too fast and let it go almost straight away. “Slow down, breath, in… and out. In…and out. In…and out. Hush… shh, it is alright.” The Moonain wrapped one arm around Tyson’s body the other lifting the boy’s chin up.
Tyson’s body shook unevenly, air getting into his lungs, but rhyme hindered by the hiccupping that tore through him.
“H-h-h-h-h-… hate mme…” Tyson’s small, uneven voice broke through the loud hiccups.
“I do not hate you, Tyson. I do not understand you nor do I cope well with the situation you put me in. I have to choose between my freedom… and your emotions.”
“D-d-d-d-d-d-d-d-d…” Tyson hiccupped loudly in frustration at not being able to speak properly.
“Breath, breath slowly.” Kai reassured.
Tyson took a few huge breathes, hiccupped, let a breath out and spoke again. “D-d-don’t… don’t’t’t unders-s-stand. Tr-rryi-ng.”
Kai sighed softly, more to himself and brought his lips against Tyson’s; there was an instant in which the Moonain could feel the strain rippling through Tyson’s body, could feel the pounding, the stress, the heat generating from hyperventilating in his chest.
Then he kissed Tyson. It was soft, a chaste brush of lips on lips at first, a shuddering hiccup bringing them closer, sharp breathing hold them, then it turned slowly deeper. Kai brushed his tongue along Tyson’s trembling lips, tasting salty tears on the tip of his tongue, practically breathing in the human’s pulse.
A whole second passed in which Tyson didn’t hiccup, before a tremor ran through the small form. Their lips melded as Tyson’s muscles spasmed. Tanned fingers twitched before pale fingers covered them.
Tyson’s eyes closed under the pain of the tremor. Several hiccups swallowed into Kai’s mouth. He couldn’t physically move the small space away, his muscles unable to operate properly.
The kiss deepened into a soft tongue. Tyson’s breathing came in desperate flaring through his nose, not enough air to support the hiccups racing through his stomach.
How can you not
understand when everyone else grasps it so plainly, Tyson? How can you be so…
innocent of the obvious?
I… I don’t…
Hush, I know you do
not understand. Do you remember what I told you about The Experience?
It’s… M-m-m-Moonain
da-t-t-ting…
It is a way for my
species to find suitable life partners. To share our most
intimate thoughts, the most private of connections...
I… d-d-don’t’t’t’t…
un-
Tyson, do you
remember… when I was touching you, the lights?
Tyson shuddered again, a tremor wrecking through him, forcing him to break the kiss with a hiss. He hiccupped several times, the shuddering slowly dying. Kai rubbed gently at Tyson’s temples, soothing the boy more.
Euphoric
lights… so amaz-z-zing… rem-member
them. S-s-o
wonder-rful… l-l-l-like be-belong-ing.
Kai closed his eyes and looked away.
They are not supposed
to happen… unless a…a…
What-t-t?
A… they only happen when two beings become lifemates. I ran before the process completed itself… I… I did not like the idea of spending the rest of my life with you…
There was a long silence in which Tyson shook with suppressed hiccups and held his breath.
Kai dared to meet Tyson’s eyes, all he got was a blank horrified look.
Tyso-
“Horrible…”
I know it was a
terrible, cruel thing to do, to both of us…
“All, ha-ate m-e so-o much.”
Another hiccup tore through his body, making Tyson jerk against the Moonain’s body.
No one hates you
Tyson! Do you not understand? I made a mistake…
“No, NO! I underst-t-and. All, every-one, hate-s me!”
Tyson, look at me.
Hate me… s-s-o much…
Tyson,
Wi-ish it weren’t true… but m-must be…
Kai shook Tyson gently, bringing their interwoven hands up to Tyson’s face. Tyson’s small hands trembled in his own.
No one hates you,
least of all
Tyson’s eyes widened, blue as the deep sea, before a tremor ran through him. Kai pulled the smaller form closer, gently placing a kiss on the raven haired boy’s forehead.
“Come with me.”
~ To be continued…
Sweet notes: okay, so no revenge, hysterical crying, almost finished and very anticlimactic looking plot ending so far. On the up side, two, literally, two more chapters to go, the second including a lemon. ^^ err, not much angst after this point hopefully… other than Earth imploding… on the down side, possibly a squeal, though it wont be the main coupling (hint; rejoice Chibi-chan.) or very long as time, it seems, really dislikes me.
Err, feedback? Ego boosters/cutters? Pwetty pwease?
Glossary.
Upper level: The upper level of the world, pretty much a whole bunch of
really tall buildings (think 80-200 storeys) with air
ways, a place where most of the pure humans live.
Lower level: the real earth, beaches, and parks junk yards. Few pure humans
live down here. It is overrun with non-humans.
Pure: otherwise called, ‘pure humans’ these are people with no genetic
implants, no biological altering, no technology inside
them at all. They are dwindling in numbers.
Genetics: people who were grown in test tubes basically, they vary in design
and powers usually better at things then normal humans. Some people are altered
after birth to become genetics; they usually live short lives.
Virtual holographs: Pretty much walking ghosts, they have no real substance
and are only brainwaves coming from computers.
Cyborg: Most humans are either cyborg
or genetic, cyborg being made of various metals, some
cyborg never were human to start with, others are
altered to a point they no longer are. They are pretty much robots. (Think the
Borg… if you watch StarTrek)
Flesh collectors: cyborg made machines. Most cyborg get into fights and have
their flesh ripped up, as they are incapable of regrowing
this skin, they require new skin. This is what the Flesh collectors do. They
find skin. Dead or alive is not important.
Moonain: A mysterious race of humanoid aliens. Said to be an ambassador of
these people on earth. They resemble the Human Angel, and it is speculated that
they have come to earth many times. They neither confirm nor deny this
accusation. They have giant angel wings and are never directly seen unless the
Human government has trades with them. They live on the far side of
Hover board: A floating skateboard.
Insectiod domination: Several planets in different
universes are controlled by large insectiod aliens which are extremely aggressive, Earth was once a prime spot
for domination due to its large amount of food (humans) luckily the Moonain
have easily fought off all attacks on Earth and the surrounding solar system.
Beastial warfare: Animal like aliens who seek to
conquer other planets by using the animals already on it. There is a protective
shield around Earth due to an incident in 1986, which almost escalated beyond
control.
The Experienced: The Moonain version of dating. Not much is know about it’s effects on other races.
EMP pulse: electro magnetic pulse. It disrupts any electrical system within
a certain radius. Although the current existing EMP’s aren’t quite as powerful as the one Max used.
Rejection: (Dictionary definition) to refuse to have, take, recognise, etc. To cast out or off.
Something rejected as an imperfect article.
Moonain Freni: A Moonain version of a coffee. It
is normally served cold, however hot increases its potency.