I'm cold
I'm ugly
I'm always confused by
everything
I can stare into a thousand
eyes
But every smile hides a bold-faced
lie
It itches
It seethes
It festers and
breathes
My heros are dead
They died in my head
Thin out the herd
Squeeze out the pain
Something inside me has opened up
again
Thoughts of me
exemplified
All the little flaws I have
denied
Forget today
Forget whatever
happened
Everyday I see a little more of overall
deficiencies
I'm nothing short of being one complete
catastrophe
What the hell - did I - do to deserve - all of this?
I save all the bullets from ignorant minds
Your insults get stuck in my teeth as they
grind
Way past good taste
On my way to bad omens
I decrease, while my symptoms
increase
God what the fuck is
wrong
You act like you knew it all
along
Your timing sucks
Your silence is a
blessing
All I ever wanted out of you
was something you could never be
Now take a real good look
at
What you've fucking done to
me
Gimme any reason why I'd need you,
boy
Gimme any reason not to fuck you
up
Gimme any reason why I'd need you,
bitch
Gimme any reason not to fuck you
up
I see you in me
I keep my scars from prying
eyes
Incapable of ever knowing
why
Somebody breathe
I've got to have an
answer
Why am I so fascinated
by
bigger pictures, better things
But I don't care what you
think
You'll never understand me