1. i was born july 8 which means i'm a cancer and a goat and fire is my element

2. i'm a hopeless romantic

3. i'm an INFP (keirsey myers/briggs)

4. my celestial name is Listara

5. i have arachnophobia

6. i've been doing reiki since 1990

7. i am not a domestic goddess by any means and i am organizationally challanged

8. i like to keep my house dark, hate sunlight, wish it could be night all the time.  but oddly enough, i'm afraid of the dark

9. i love watching t.v. and i'm hooked on reality shows

10. i believe in angels, unicorns and fairies

11. i've always been fascinated with the mob and have always wanted to be a mob wife

12. i'm addicted to the internet and can find anything on the internet. literally

13. i'm awful at telling jokes

14. i crack my knuckles (fingers and toes)

15. i had braces (including head gear, neck gear, rubberbands and a retainer)

16. i love bookstores and libraries and believe you can never have too many books

17. i love giving presents

18. i love chocolate, mexican food, carbohydrates (esp. homemade french bread) seafood and ice cream

19. i was diagnosed with depression in 1994 and have been on medications ever since

20. i dont remember 90% of my childhood

21. i suck at math

22. i like to eat and read in bed

23. i was a vegatarian for 3 years but gave it up for bacon (which i never stopped craving)

24. i have epstein-barr virus

25. i love to cook, but hardly ever do it anymore

26. i have broken both pinky toes (a couple times) and my left ankle (bad enough to have surgery, i still have 12 screws in my ankle) and a vertabrae in my upper back.

27. i was married on april fools day

28. i had all three kids c-section which is good considering the physical danger they were all in

29. i'm a night owl, wake up slow and am grumpy in the morning

30. my first heartbreaking crush was over a guy named greg (first french kiss too)

31. i cleaned houses in high school for money

32. i hate peas and lima beans

33. balloons terrify me

34. i love the smell of gardenias and gas (not together silly)

35. i like glitter, bubbles and stickers

36. i love words, have a list of favorites and always write down and look up words i dont know

37. i have control issues

38. i have a very active imagination

39. i am not crafty or creative but wish i could draw and write

40. i have a bad temper and hold grudges

41. i'm convinced i should be rich without having to work for it

42. i love and collect quotes

43. I ask a lot of questions

44. i tend to hoard

45. i have a short attention span

46. i cuss a lot and fuck is my favorite word

47. i try to get over myself at least once a week

48. my favorite pet was my dog, a german shepard named pokey

49. i cry very easily

50. i'm halfway thru this list

51. i have trouble falling asleep without the tv on

52. i love thunderstorms

53. i am the least consistant person i know

54. i talk to myself

55. i answer myself too

56. i hate it when people try to tell me i'm not fat

57. i like all kinds of music. i listen to almost everything and anything

58. i've smoked on and off since age 13

59. i love to fly

60. i snore

61. i only eat hot dogs when i'm pregnant, other than that, i cant even stand the way they smell

62. i have 2 extra vertabrae in my spine

63. i do not like organized religion but consider myself spiritual

64. i have no sense of direction or time whatsoever

65. i get annoyed very easily and have no patience

66. i color my hair red

67. i'd rather be too cold than too hot.  i get too hot very quickly

68. What people think of me matters immensely even people I don't really know or like

69. my favorite color is purple

70. i dont let my food touch on my plate

71. i like to eat french fries with blue cheese dressing

72. i hate blue cheese dressing on salads

73. i have a mad crush on jon bonjovi, tommy lee and tom cruise

74. i am in constant (back) pain from back problems and fibromyalga

75. i have an online journal at xanga

76. i always put others first

77. i am a procrastinator because i'm a perfectionist

78. i hate to have my picture taken but love to take pictures

79. i got my first credit card at 18 and have been in debt ever since

80. i never went to a school dance or prom

81. i dont like to draw attention to myself...i'm a "background" person.

82. my favorite punctuation is three dots, exclamation points and parenthesis...(all of which i use a whole lot) and i prefer to type in lowercase

83. i'm left handed

84. i still watch mtv even though i'm 38

85. i hated high school so much i was a chronic ditcher

86. i believe in psychic powers

87. my fingernails are usually long and grow pretty fast even tho i have a calcium deficiancy

88. i always wanted to be a daddys girl...havent spoken to my father in years...and never in my life felt loved by him

89. sometimes i hate myself so much i just want to die or at the very least, disappear

90. i believe in reincarnation

91. i tend to complain more than i should

92. i speak without thinking

93. i am extremely sarcastic (and tend to be verbally abusive and hurtful when i fight)

94. i have a list of things i want to do before i die.  i hope i get to do those things

95. i am awesome at tetris and love playing the sims

96. i need people to love me

97. i love mythology and psychology

98. i am an antithesis

99. I love fire: fireplaces, oil lamps, and candles. Especially candles. If it were practicable, I’d live my life by candlelight (except for reading)

100. i'm going to live happily ever after some day

101. i love cats, big ones too, like panthers and lions

102. we currently have 1 cat named tigger

103. my husband and kids are too dependant on me

104. i love movies but dont get to watch them as often as i'd like...hard with 3 kids

105. i grew up watching All My Children and still do.  my mom watched it in high school...and still does.  We also watch General Hospital and One LIfe To Live

106. i've recently taken up scrapbooking

107. someday i'm getting a tatoo. havent decided what yet. hubby HATES the idea

108. my first concert was elton john. i was in 7th grade

109. my worst fear is losing someone in my family

110. i love water. i love to swim in the ocean, love to drink it, love to take baths, love all the creatures that live in water (esp. dolphys!!) love the sensuality of it and i feel most at home in water.

111. i want to be cremated when i die

112. i've always wanted a nickname

113. i nicknamed my brother "woobie" he probably wishes he didnt have a nickname

114. i'm the only one that calls him woobie

115. my "little sister" tara nicknamed me starry...its the only nickname i have

116. i dont hide my inner bitch well

117. i talk a lot

118. i dont take critisism well

119. i talk with my hands

120. i often feel left out, inferior or out of place when i'm with other people

121. i go from 0 to bitch in 1.5 seconds

122. i'm trying to learn to love myself

123. i hate shoes, cant wear high heels...i'm always barefoot

124. i had to my favorite cat Sarabi to sleep on 2/22/06...she was 12 (R.I.P. sarabi bobbi)

125. i have always hated my name

126. i'm not done with this page yet
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