I paced for numerous years, drowning within hot,salty tears Your demanding hands held me nightly for your pleasure Penetrating my world, delivering venomous sins and fears I was distinguished as your intimate undercover treasure I kept all our painful nights veiled somberly deep inside The scares propelled away knowledge of a innocent child Your eyes charred my soul, as my mind slowly willed to hide My words refused to flow, as my inner world ran wild Years have passed, now the unbridled rage and dishonor eased Contempt rides tall within, as I recollect your displeasing face The one opportunity to address you is at present mine to seize Your appalling memory in my past, I now devise to erase You influenced my soul and administered to me, genuine shame Your past forcefulness into my life has made me strong I comprehend you did the transgressions, for I was never to blame Wholeness and spirit strengthens my exisitence, for I did no wrong Close your drowsy eyes and rest, let the history play in your mind One and all that recognize me, understand why I desire you to rest Can your brain ascertain the peace and silence I have begun to find I currently stand strong, you let our past memories be your true test |
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