I paced for numerous years, drowning within hot,salty tears
Your demanding hands held me nightly for your pleasure
Penetrating my world, delivering venomous sins and fears
I was distinguished as your intimate undercover treasure

I kept all our painful nights veiled somberly deep inside
The scares propelled away knowledge of a innocent child
Your eyes charred my soul, as my mind slowly willed to hide
My words refused to flow, as my inner world ran wild

Years have passed, now the unbridled rage and dishonor eased
Contempt rides tall within, as I recollect your displeasing face
The one opportunity to address you is at present mine to seize
Your appalling memory in my past, I now devise to erase

You influenced my soul and administered to me, genuine shame
Your past forcefulness into my life has made me strong
I comprehend you did the transgressions, for I was never to blame
Wholeness and spirit strengthens my exisitence, for I did no wrong

Close your drowsy eyes and rest, let the history play in your mind
One and all that recognize me, understand why I desire you to rest
Can your brain ascertain the peace and silence I have begun to find
I currently stand strong, you let our past memories be your true test

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