10/25/00: Feeling Damn Good Today.
Today is a good day. Got a plan today. Put on my lucky outfit. It's the had-two-lovely-guys-who-I-liked-make-a-serious-play -for-me-on-one-night-and-I-got-to-pick-the-one-I-wanted outfit. In the words of Blur, so brilliant, "woo-hoo." And today I'm definately pins and I'm needles.
Shoes are springy today. They're old but they love me. They're springy. The sidewalks are trampoliney. My knees hurt a little. That's because I was jumping up and down a lot before.
The boy is single now! The boy is single now! The boy is single now! The boy is single now!
And he came over just to tell me that!
Got a plan. Got up and did the excercises. Sang rebel songs in the shower. Put on my little glamour today. You can't tell me it isn't magic. People lean towards me on the subway when I have it on. One must be careful with it. The sign from the gods reads CHARISMA today.
Gonna visit the boy and say, "Well we could get a drink. I owe you one anyway for all your help."
I once saw a thing on the Discover channel about how when you get a crush on someone, you actually get high off it. Your brain chemistry goes all wacky and you feel good good good. In the words of Buffy, it "makes you do the wacky."
GodDAMN I feel good today.
No doubt in a week I'll be bitching and moaning about what went wrong this time. But who cares.