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Doors close, but open too. Imagine my frustration, as if that man on the lawn wasn't really a man, but lawn with company. Trust me, one loses the other then tries to find the red X on the map. I should go home, think questions. Perhaps the man was a tree, just as glass need not resemble sand. Then again, maybe he'll die soon. So what, I'm scared of trees, what they have grown to mean. I'm even scared of streets, looking both ways, how I'm still not safe when I know where to look. But mostly, I'm afraid of falling. Splatter of moss rerouted. It'll end then begin when a knock says, "Wake up. The chair of clothes has fallen. Don't worry. It will all be familiar again." Are you Ok? people will say, expecting some incomplete and excusably stricken answer. They will expect to know how you got there. They will expect to see all your work. You could be crossing the street and Bam! someone's going to call tonight, someone will leave a message.
But the path is not yet altogether vanished, since the marks on the street, though less orange than spring say, "Go there. Make a right, then a right, then right." Unless Main Street leads you to some unexpected and laminated gate. Then you could say, "I always wanted to live through something like that." Over there, pipes run west instead of east. Over there, I lost it. Over there, over there. Ask or do not ask. Cave without mountain, just up. If asked, "Who are you?" try out obesity or rowing in place. Turn on the cable dish. Look out for clouds, even parts of clouds. Remember where they go. What is familiar anyway? An arm or leg, maybe. In Italy, the naked woman on the billboard will tell you, "This is all the fur I'll wear." Maybe it's just confusing, or else, confused from the start. Wrong, right, done or overdone, over, maybe now. It could be that your headlights illuminate an animal or a man in bear suit, dead in woods on dirt road 101. One loses the other then tries to find the red X on the map. |
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