| But I’m not yet sure if that dream was an actual past life memory (which it very well could be from a reading my friend did), or him trying to help me remember. I’ve even pondered the possibility of it being a memory of my last reunion with him on The Other Side. (This theory feels pretty right to me actually. Especially when coupled with the dress I wore in the dream. I say this b/c the dress always seemed more Pioneer or Victorian to me than Renaissance). Also, I think it MIGHT have been a reunion memory….. Goodness, that sounds crazy even as I type that…because I have also had a dream where my father and I were in Heaven. Dad was newly arrived there (and maybe myself as well), only he was a bit confused. Myself, on the other hand, was trying to get him settled in but the entire time I was ITCHING to go someplace to see someone. I really felt “at home” there. So I’m now thinking maybe that dream with my father is related to the dream I had with Neil bursting through the door to see me – and me waiting for him there.
Or maybe it was us reuniting a night when I was astral traveling? - But the strange thing is that over the past year I’ve discovered that the same themes have been cropping up in my dreams since about junior high. Even in my writing!!!! ALWAYS is there a huge age gap (I’m thinking that in that past life I was around 16 and he was in his mid 30’s probably) and outside forces didn’t want us to be together; which I have since learned is a common theme with twin flames on the earth plane – something will inevitably try to separate them. The coincidences in the readings done on our past life, on him, and with the books I’ve been reading and the stories I’m writing right now – are ENDLESS. I’ll type those up later. There really are A LOT of coincidences – one of them is quite hilarious actually. |
| Dream about Patrick's horse: - After my friend did a reading one night, the next morning I was wondering if Patrick’s horse ever had a name. I even voiced my question out loud. (Don’t ask me why I was so curious about such a trivial thing as his horse’s name. LOL! I just wanted to know, as this white horse seems to be very important to Patrick. I see it in a lot of my dreams with him, and a white horse is always in tarot readings on him). I went back to sleep that morning, but woke with the memory of a dream of seeing a large piece of old parchment with torn edges. It said “Hooker” on it, and then went into describing the type of horse it was. It was like reading a definition in the dictionary really fast, but all I remembered reading was “Dapple Mare.” Well, when I woke up I thought “Hooker” was a strange name for a pet, but I looked it up anyway. I found out that it had Old English/Irish origins and was coined by the Anglo-Saxon tribes of Britain. I then looked up pictures of dapple mares, and they do look like Patrick’s horse. I always thought of it as a white horse, but on the internet even the dapple grey mares look white to me. So MAYBE he really was trying to answer my question through that dream. Also, in that dream the information as coming in FAST... which is common for spirit communication. And this is a little interesting – Two days after that dream, my Mom was looking at computer desks on the internet when one of the desks she was seriously looking at went by the brand name "Hooker." LOL! My friend told me she thought that that was confirmation for my dream. That it was Patrick’s way of forcing me to pay attention and to stop second-guessing my dream. - The morning I had the dream about the name of Patrick’s horse, my friend dreamt about a white horse that night as well. |
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Dream with my mother:
- I brushed this dream off for a few days before taking it seriously. I dreamt that my grandma was visiting us at our house, and that my mother was telling her about Patrick. She told Grandma that Patrick told her that he was going to have a profound influence on my life. - My friend told me that she had had the same type of dream that week as well! In her dream her mother told her that her soulmate (my friend’s SM that is, whom is also in the spirit world) sometimes strokes her cheek. |
| It’s in his kiss dream and coincidence:
- Back in high school I was crazy in love with new Kid on the Block Member Jordan Knight. Lol! I had this dream where I was studying with him in my room, but grew really tired so I turned off the light. Jordan (who I now think was really Patrick) knelt on the floor at the side of the bed and kissed me. It was just 2 sweet little kisses. The kiss actually woke me up, and when I opened my eyes EVERYTHING in my room looked EXACTLY like it did in my dream. I was even lying in the EXACT same position that I was in my dream; on my right side, and at the right hand side of my bed. Also… and this is very strange… in the dream I knew that “Jordan” and mine’s relationship was FORBIDDEN by outside forces. We were only friends, but not b/c that was what WE wanted. It was what EVERYONE ELSE wanted. There was also a huge age gap b/w us in this dream. But I was so surprised when this echoed my friend’s second reading on Patrick to a T! And I find it a little funny that Patrick… a WARRIOR… came as Jordan KNIGHT in that dream. Lol! I guess some truths are in the details. It didn't feel like a regular dream. - A few weeks ago I was wondering if the dream above was Patrick incognito, or not. Well - at work that Friday, the teacher across the hall kept BLASTING the oldies song “It’s in his Kiss” during class changes. She played it over and over and over and over again. I was so sick of it by mid-morning. |