| Lady Ghost Dream:
(This I’ll just copy and paste – for the most part - as I sent it to my friend. I was definitely brainstorming on this one, so bear with me. Lol!) - I had a really strange dream once where I saw a woman dressed in a long blue dress, wringing her hands when walking around a pool as she was looking for her lost children. (Note: I had forgotten when I dreamt that that my aunt and a psychic had told me that Patrick kept saying something about losing children). This lady crying for her children was a ghost. She came up to me and touched my arm (it felt like a cross b/w a tiny zap of electricity and that feeling you get when your foot falls asleep), then she got in my face and told me – “You’re an empath, aren’t you?!” She sounded really excited about her discovery, though I wasn’t in agreement with her at all. (So I guess that might mean that in my waking life I really am blocking any empathic abilities? My family and friends tell me this all the time. That my overanalyzing is blocking any abilities I might have). Actually, come to think of it – Dr. MacNeill (now I’m thinking Patrick?) was in that dream as well. After my encounter with the ghost, I was freaking out over the possibility of other spirits talking to me without warning. While balling my eyes out in hysteria, I told Neil that at the end of the day I really needed to talk to him about this. The entire day passed and each time I saw him, he completely ignored me! So… I never thought about that until now. That Neil in that dream didn’t speak. Patrick never speaks in my dreams, so I guess he was Neil in that dream, too? So either my dream-self translated his not speaking to me as him rudely ignoring me, or he was really trying to tell me something by ignoring me. But WHAT? That perhaps I should stop disregarding that I could be an empath, thus making it easier for us to communicate? Beats me. Any ideas? Whoa… I just looked at the clock and it’s 11:02 Okay… I was just now re-reading this email from the beginning, and right after I read the sentence above about it being 11:02, I noticed that it ‘s now 11:12. Lol! But I do wonder if that means anything. In one dream Patrick ran away from me on his horse, and in the one mentioned above he ignored me – or just didn’t speak b/c he was a spirit. But I really do think that he was ignoring me in that one dream purposely. Every single time I ran into him, he would walk right past me without acknowledging my presence. I remember feeling hurt because it wasn’t his normal character. |
| Numbers 1 and 2 on the clock:
- All year I’ve been seeing 1’s and 2’s on the clock. I see them CONSTANTLY!!!!! I’ve been told that those are soulmate numbers. That they mean you “are one with your soulmate.” I’m guessing that if Patrick and I are soulmates, then that conjecture might be correct as I haven’t been noticing those numbers until all this communicating started happening so much over this past year. - After typing a post about Patrick on a site I frequent, I hit the ‘reply’ button. After I did that, the telephone started dialing the numbers 222222222 straight out of the blue. Now, this happened years ago, and since I’ve been seeing those 1’s and 2’s this year, I’m now wondering if the phone dialing all those 2’s was Patrick’s doing as well? Just read this about that pattern: 222 – “Your newly planted ideas are beginning to grow into reality. Keep watering and nurturing them, and soon they will push through the soil so you can see the evidence of your manifestation. In other words, don't quit five minutes before the miracle. Your manifestation is soon going to be evident to you, so keep up the good work! Keep holding positive thoughts, keep affirming, and continue visualizing.” |
| Stop turning off my fan!
- At our old house, whenever we had overnight guests and Mom stayed in my bedroom while I slept elsewhere, she said that my floor fan turned off. This happened the two times that she stayed in my room. And then the first week we moved into this new house, we were all getting ready for bed. My sister and her family were spending a few nights with us. My niece was going to sleep in my room with me. She was already in bed, looking at some book when I had to go downstairs to take care of the animals. When I returned to my room, my niece was still sitting up in bed, looking at her book. I noticed that the floor fan was off. (This is a different fan, too). I asked her why on earth she turned it off, since it was so hot in the house. She just casually told me that it turned off by itself when I left the room to go downstairs. Those two fans have NEVER acted up for me unless someone else is using my room. I just wonder if that was Patrick’s way of telling them that that isn’t their room, but mine? My friend has told me she thinks that’s his favorite ‘hanging out’ spot. Lol! - What’s also funny is that when I was learning the tarot cards, they ONLY worked while I was in my bedroom. |
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