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A few more coincidences (or something like it) ---

- The same night I heard Patrick's voice, I put in one of my James Van Praagh videos. I find it odd that out of the 4 or 5 tapes I set out over the weekend, the one I chose to watch was the one where they had a short segment on Automatic Handwriting. Lol! That part came on just before Mom was about to go to bed, too.

- I was writing down a new note for one of my stories the other night when it dawned on me that one of my obsession movies, “The Ghost and Mrs. Muir,” has a theme similar to mine. Not only with the ghost thing, but that the ghost helped the heroine write her novel. (Just like you said you think Patrick does with my writing).

- I have always been OBSESSED with looking at the stars and hope one day to see a skyful of them out in the country. (Of course, lots of people like the stars but I mention it b/c Patrick did in Mom's AW and I did have that beautiful stars/swans dream a long time ago).

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I was wrong. Muy incorrecto. Mom says that Patrick is not my MAIN guide, but that he has appointed himself as my ‘protector guide’ if-you-will. And it was him that set the warning bells off for me with that
creepy guy I dreamt about a few times in High School, and then saw in college. (My sister didn't know any of the above, but the day after I saw him she told me she dreamt I was murdered. She was acting weird that morning, so I had to urge her to tell me why she was looking at me so strangely).

And Mom said that when we were in the car the other day, and I was telling her about that poem, that she heard Patrick comment. He wasn’t sending a message to Mom or anything. She said she was just hearing him comment on what I was saying. She heard him say in agreement, “That’s right.” Lol! So I guess he was in the backseat that day, listening to us talk.

Impressing once again

This is funny- I have to tell you this. Last night I was lying on my bed waiting for my son to get himself in bed so I could go in and say good-night to him and my eyes drifted over to one of the music boxes that I have in my room. I was looking at it and then all of a sudden out of the blue "somebody" impressed me with the strong idea to record the music box playing and to send it to you so you could hear it! LOL! I just remember thinking that it was such a logical thing to do at that very second and that I should turn it on and record it on the computer and send it to you so you could hear it. LOL! Then I realized what I was thinking and I couldn't stop laughing. I know that was Patrick trying to impress me to do that because he knows that you want him to play that music box so bad. LOL! Like I said, I was just lying there looking at it and then that idea just "popped" into my head out of nowhere and at that very instant I thought it was the best idea ever! LOL! Then when I realized what was happening I couldn't stop laughing and realized how stupid it was. LOL! So Patrick seems determined to get you to hear that music box playing! LOL! Just thought I would tell you that.

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I am pretty sure he meant it was a gift to you in your past life. Meaning, in that life, he built all that for you. Does that make sense?

Mom said that makes sense. I believe it. I just can’t understand how he could have pulled it off if he and I were never together, especially if he was married to someone else. Or… he could have built it for me at a time when he was alone again. Sort of like that movie “The Notebook.” He built that house for her, hoping that just his action of building the place would help her to find him again.

(Note: The next morning, guess what was on tv. That’s right, “The Notebook.” Lol! And it was on the part where Ally comes to him after the house is built. And in this movie it mentioned how she waited for him for 7 years. Lol!

Also, weeks later it dawned on me that he could have said he built that place for himself, and it would have been normal for someone of his station to have staff there all the time. Maybe he appointed me chatelaine there).

I saw YOU in that castle all by yourself remember? You were waiting for HIM to return. That was when I saw you with the white fluffy persian cat at your feet. You looked very sad and lonely. I think that he had that place built for you, kind of like how a king would secretly build a home for his mistress (not saying you were a "mistress" to him though- just using that as an example). I don't think HE actually built it himself but I'm sure he made sure that it was built for you exactly the way you would like it. And I do think you were together for a while but then he was either called to duty or something else happened that took him away from you. Remember when Patrick was here last week-end and I mentioned that he was "called to duty" and you were left waiting for him to return and either he never did return or it was years later? That place that I described I feel was your home that he built for you (well, he had someone build for you - I doubt that he was a "builder". lol). And it WAS secluded and remember how I said that I got the distinct impression that the 2 of you had to keep your relationship a secret? Well maybe that was where the 2 of you would meet in secret. Makes sense- the place was secluded so no one would be around to see the 2 of you together. HOLY CRAP! Wait a minute! Something just popped into my head!!! Remember you said you had that dream of the 2 of you where you were in a cabin or something and then Patrick burst through the door and you felt like you had the feeling like you were anticipating him coming in? I just realized that could've been a memory from a past life or Patrick showing you what happened in your past life when he finally returned!! And I remember you saying that you were both thinking "to hell with what everyone else thinks- we will be together if we want to be". That all makes perfect sense to me now! I hope I explained that all right- I was typing so fast I could barely keep up! LOL!