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Tarot Dream

I dreamt that Mom woke me up and stood at the side of the bed. She had tarot cards in her hands, only they were oversized tarot cards. Very large, like the size of a big picture frame. I think she told me the cards had to do with my past life. I can’t remember 2 of the cards, but I do remember one of them. It was a picture of a red-headed woman (high society I think, or very near it) atop a white horse. The horse blanket on the mare was 2 layered; a rusty red and green. The lady sitting on top of the horse was reaching down to the men on the grass below. There were about 4 or 5 of them. One of them had straight black hair and was older than myself; like he was an uncle or something. I remember Mom telling me that that particular card was a Happy card. But I didn’t quite believe her b/c I thought there was a little bit of blood on the card. As if I had just escaped the midst of some battle or something. (Which made me remember that tent dream).

(Note: I’ve been told that this dream might be saying that Patrick IS me; as in he’s my twin flame. I have to say that this makes sense as I think I had RED hair in that PL and Patrick had a WHITE HORSE. In this dream I – the red-headed woman – was on Patrick’s white horse).

Funny Computer/Tarot Dream

I dreamt that a member at a forum I frequent sent me an email or a PM with a message from Patrick. I dreamt that Patrick was sending a message to me through her via the computer. (I’ve had this happen before with my medium friend). Anyway, I vaguely remember it all. Two pictures stood out for me more than anything.

Smilies
In this dream he told her (via the computer) that he wasn’t ever going to reincarnate b/c his last life exhausted him. Lol! I mean REALLY exhausted him. To convey that message he was using smiley faces. I remember 3 animated smilies where at least one of them was one of those smilies dressed like a knight with a sword. Lol! I remember this armored smiley crying theatrically and then basically falling to the ground from exhaustion. Lol!

Castle tarot card
I also remember seeing on her email to me a small tarot card with a castle on it. The card itself was small and kind of narrow. It was also all black and edged in white. The castle on the card had lots of turrets
and it was all white. He said something about me and then about his castle. He was comparing the two. I remember the words “beauty” and “adoring.”

Ghost smiley
The last thing I remember was a ghost smiley and him saying he was watching over me.

I wish I could remember more of the details. It’s just like that dream I had the other night with the oversized tarot cards. There were 3 (or more) cards in that dream, yet I can only recall the one.

Also, before I had that dream I had a man’s name in my head. I HAD to have heard it somewhere. In my dream I heard the name “Steve Bischoff” and then saw a picture of the actor that was in that dragon movie and who played the prince in “A Knight’s Tale.” A while back I taped some of that dragon movie. The other day I was looking for a certain Ghost Hunters episode, etc when I stumbled into that movie on one of my tapes, so… that’s probably why that actor was in that dream. But I’ve no idea who the heck “Steve Bischoff” is. I looked up that name on imdb and on the list of teachers where I work. I HAD to have heard that name somewhere, but so far I haven’t a clue where I heard it. It’s a strange last name.

Also, a few months back I woke up with the name “Trelefeuse” in my head.

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Love is Real Coincidences

- For the past couple days I’ve been feeling very uneasy about the twin flame/soul mate theories out there. (It makes me think Patrick doesn’t have his own identity, and vice versa. But over these 26 years I HAVE slowly been learning his personality, ya know?) But I was reading about the theories when I came across this. (Pay attention to the BOLD print):

5. Why do many soul mates continually return to each other?

Because the love is REAL. It is true, and it NEVER dies. You can be apart for decades, and the love will still be deep inside, even if you are living a full life on the outside.
True love IS eternal.

Yadda yadda yadda blah blah blah

Okay… but then maybe half an hour later I stumbled across another site. On it was a topic with the title Only Love is Real.