| In this reading Nat said:
"He went ahead and married this woman I feel but he was deeply upset about it and so were you. He definitely did not love her like he loved you. In fact, he may not have loved her at all because in the reading, it said that he wondered if he would ever feel that love again. I feel that the 2 of you continued your relationship in secrecy for a while after he got married (which I picked up before in the other reading), meeting in secret places, etc, etc. But I feel that the 2 of you drifted apart after he married his wife (not on your part- but on HIS part). You were very hurt. " *** Well, I had a dream recently… (This was only day or two before the awesome bunny post/roses and bunny coincidences on tv that I accidentally stumbled into an entire year later on that forum. It echoed EXACTLY what Nat told me in another reading)… Anyway, I had had a dream that I completely brushed off at first. I didn’t even write it down, and I always write down every Patrick-related dream. I don't dream of Patrick all that often, but in this dream he actually came as himself; which I had asked him to do a while back. In the dream I just walked up to him. He was wearing a fancy velvet jerkin like before, only it was royal blue this time. His back was to me and I just came up behind him and pressed my cheek to his back; sort of like a little hug. I was smiling and felt so serene and happy. But that was the whole dream. So that dream echoes what Nat told me in that reading over a year ago. I’m guessing that dream was one of three things. I think options 2 and 3 are most likely: 1.) It’s just a reflection of my own day-to-day feelings. That having trouble communicating with Patrick makes it feel like he’s turned his back on me. 2.) He’s waiting FOR ME to go directly to him. He wants ME to FACE HIM when I’m ready. 3.) It’s a Past Life memory of when he got married and cut ties with me the first time. |