I've wondered about my Tvness,
all my life
Its amazed me with it's erotic bliss
and it's chaotic strife!
I've always tried to deal with my gender confusion,
in the best way I can.
When I feel so pretty femme, I know it's an illusion,
and I'm really a man!
I'm a good strong man, like no other
a man with feminine fire.
It makes me a better, slower lover,
I'm feminine with manly desire!
My femme-side lives for the tender feeling,
my man-side lives for adversity and risk.
Maybe your acceptance is a part of my healing
as my heart and soul lay upon my breast!
Each and every day, I stand tall,
handsome in jeans boots and Stetson.
later when I slip into my lacy panties and bra,
I'm a soft, sweet, silky vixen!
While I'm manly or vixen,
my desires always rise.
Not for men, but for women,
because . . . I'm a lesbian with a surprise!
1996 DebTV