The Transgender Secret

  All dressed up and no where to go,
all dressed up feeling so pretty. 
A secret life, that others don't know.
a secret life, that feels sweet & silly.  

Wanting to mingle visit and flirt,
wanting to show a sweet femm smile.
Showing some legs, lacy slip and skirt, 
showing some eyes, without the denial. 

Where can I go to share my pride, 
where can I go to be the real me. 
To feel femm, as I feel inside, 
to feel femm, as to feel free.      

My secret bounded by silky walls, 
secret sealed by silky guilt
I walk alone down lonely halls, 
walk alone in a world I built.  

We hide her away for no one to find, 
we hide us away from the daily life. 
stash to hide my fem filled mind, 
A stash to purge with teared strife. 

We hide away in our midnight sun, 
we hide away in our secret place.
A secret place without a loved one, 
A secret place without love & grace.     

The deep secret that's killin me,
the deep secret that I need to express. 
To be honest, to be proud and free,
to be honest, a desire to confess. 


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