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| March 2006 I have found a home. Cauldron Living site has been a breath of fresh air. I am able to study the wiccan and pagan beliefs through their articles and forum posts. I love that everyone is kind and eager to share their beliefs and life styles with me. I have posted on some of the forum I feel comfortable talking about...mostly pet problems...and I have received wonderful feedback when I have had the courage to speak in a more faith based discussion. I feel that I am finally getting this religion stuff. I have always questioned religion in its complexities. I am comfortable in the wicca and pagan faiths because there really is no right or wrong way to believe. God will not condem me if I state that homosexuals are human beings with rights, or that a women is in charge of her own body. I am happy with this new area in my life. I think one of my totems is the Goat. Oh and I joined an online coven. It hasn't started yet but I met one of the members in the chat room and she was really great. I wish we could have talked longer but I have to keep up with real life or my family will start resenting my time online. They have been really supportive with my exploration of Wicca. but with all things if it starts cutting into their time they get restless. I need to work on balancing my time healthily June 2006 I have been staying at the Cauldron Living site mostly. I love the people there. There is a large population of all different styles of religions with in the site. At the online coven I joined there is a study or research of different gods with in the different patheons. We started with the Norse patheon. I'm not to drawn to this piticular patheon and it seem there are alot of others as well because the research is not moving forward. Partly because the members aren't talking and partly because the ones that do are busy. (or their puter has crashed) (That would be mine) There is a new coven I have joined. The Nook in the Grove. It was started just recently by one of the friends I have at CL. Oh and Sonya (the owner) has asked if I would like to monerterate the forum and chat room. That should be cool! i hope I can motivate more members to speak. The whole reason I join the Coven of the Ravens is to talk to other solitarys. LOL they are solitarys so getting them to group up for a disscussion should be challenging if not non-productive. They are solitarys for a reason I guess. But if I were doing magik as a solitary I would at least want to talk to people with the same objectives. Well, that's all for June I guess. Did you see my new blog page. Its sooo Prettty . As for as my exploration of Wicca I think I like to stick with paganism for now. The magick doesn't draw me as much as defining my own belief system right now. |
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| I haven't been studying Wicca or paganism for very long. I am an infant you could say. I can't speak, walk, turn over or even see very clearly. I am obsorbing this new religion. Can I call it a religion...hmm. I am a solitary witch from what I can till. Though Electric witch is curious and I will be looking in to its meaning soon. I started this page to get myself organized. I wanted a place for all the links I have been discovering. As well, as a place that I can get comments from other Wicca's as I go along. I'm Very open to any suggestion of good sites to go to! I thought about a blog but I have no idea what or how to use them. I have been to others sites but nothing seems to connect with me. I must admit I probably would make a louse witch. I hate retuallistic stuff. I am fine when I do the research but doing rituals, remembering to pay attention to my surroundings, meditating etc. I'm just not good at. I tried meditating a couple times. I can't relax, If I do I fall asleep. I don't dream. I'm awful at memorization. I can't keep much in my brain to be able to tell you what the color red would mean let alone choose the right color candles for the different spells, rituals etc. Hmmm does vanilla mean relaxation, fertility or something else. Like I said, "I'm Obsorbing." I started a Book of Shadows. I started this page. I started asking alot of questions that I'm not finding answers to. But isn't what most of the sites I've been to say to do. "Just Start" or is that the weight loss sites? hmm |
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