. WARNING!!!!! Please read the authors notes carefully before beginning to
read this story. Although mainly about Luke and Mara, this story contains
implications of a m/m slash relationship much like my earlier piece "First
Echoes". If you are at all bothered by this, please do not proceed any
further and hit the delete key now. As always, I would love to know what you
think about the story itself, content, pace, plot, ect but do not use this as a
forum to debate or discuss your personal views on same sex relationships. I am
not trying to change anyone's opinions with this, I'm just trying to write an
entertaining and compeling story.
Hope you enjoy!!!
Ki
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Title: Powerful Allies
Author: kimara
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Luke and Mara are given a gift to help them through the trials to come.
This takes place immediately before the events in "Edge of Victory I:
Conquest".
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Disclaimer: Everything Star Wars belongs to George Lucas and Lucafilms and Mara
Jade Skywalker is the creation of Tim Zahn. I write purely for the entertainment
value and am making no money from this.
Authors Notes: This story takes place directly preceding "Edge of Victory
I: Conquest" and ends with the events that occur in chapter one of that
book. This story assumes knowledge of most of the Expanded Universe and contains
spoilers for some of these events. This story also includes the spectral
characters of Qui-Gon Jinn and Obi-Wan Kenobi so a knowledge of Phantom Menace
is also assumed. There is also a character in this story who was an original
character appearing in two of my earlier stories. For those who haven't read
those stories, Leamona Halcyon is a distant relative of Neeja Halcyon that Luke
meets on a trip to Corellia about six months after his marriage to Mara. Leamona
tells Luke about his father, Anakin, and about Obi-Wan Kenobi and Qui-Gon Jinn.
Those stories she relates make Luke aware that Qui-Gon was Obi-Wan's Master and
that the two men had a personal, intimate relationship. That relationship is
assumed in this story and though not explicit, there are times that a sexual
relationship between the men is strongly implied. If you are uncomfortable with
this, please do not read this piece.
*************
Although to all outward appearances he was a picture of Jedi serenity, Luke
Skywalker was seething internally with frustration as he listened to the speaker
droning on. He had devoted his entire adult life to the needs of first the Rebel
Alliance then later the fledgling New Republic. Once the new government had
stabilized, he had devoted all his attention to finding other Force-sensitive
individuals and teaching them the ways of the Force. He had done this in a small
part to honor the memory of his father, Anakin Skywalker, and his teachers,
Obi-Wan Kenobi and Yoda. But the larger reason had been that he hoped that the
Jedi would be able to aid the government in keeping the peace.
Luke had willingly sacrificed his private life to rebuild the Jedi into a group
that he thought would be as well respected as the Jedi Order of old. Much to his
dismay, he now found that this was not the case. The very government that he had
helped to create and vowed to defend and protect was treating him as if he was
the enemy. In a new twist, the Yuuzhan Vong had used the fear that their
invasion was creating to rid themselves of the only real threat to their battle
plan. The Vong had pledged to halt their incursion into the galaxy if all the
Jedi were turned over to them. That false promise, in addition to the price they
had placed on the head of every known Force-sensitive, resulted in the Jedi
being persecuted and hunted as if they were criminals. Average citizens had
joined the Peace Brigade and almost every bounty hunter in the galaxy was
hunting them in an attempt to cash in.
As he thought about the things that had been happening since the Yuuzhan Vong
invasion began, Luke shuddered with an eerie sense of premonition. Although much
of the history of the Jedi had been lost, he couldn't help but compare this
current witchhunt to the Jedi purges that had accompanied Palpatine's rise to
power.
The phrase 'they have become lawless renegades' filtered into his musings and
drew Luke back to the present. Breathing deeply to calm himself as he released
his anxiety and frustration to the Force, Luke attempted to refocus on the
speaker. One of President Borsk Fey'lya's cronies was prattling on about the
activities of a small group of Jedi who were following their own path. Most
likely he was doing this to focus everyone's attention on that small band and to
minimizing the massive contributions to the war effort that the majority of the
Jedi were making. He was so intent on containing his frustration at the
speaker's slanted view that he was completely unaware of a flux in the Force
behind him. As the Force eddies dissipated, two spectral forms materialized,
looking down upon the proceedings from the corner of the room.
***********
"I am worried about Luke, Master," the shimmering image of the younger
man said softly. "This persecution of the Jedi is affecting him
deeply." He looked intently at his companion, ever thankful that he was
always willing to stand beside and support him during these necessary vigils.
"Have faith, Obi-Wan," the older man replied. "Luke is strong and
has withstood many setbacks." Blue eyes shone brightly as he placed his
hand on the younger man's shoulder. "And we will watch over him and guide
him through this difficult time, as we always have."
***********
Mara felt Luke's frustration flowing across their bond as the meeting ended.
Although she had not focused enough to know the actual content of the
discussion, she had a pretty good idea of the main topic. The New Republic
government led by the pompous Borsk Fey'lya had done nothing to dissuade the
current Jedi hunting. In fact, it seemed that the government had fueled the
paranoia and fear instead of curbing it. There were days when she wanted to take
Luke, find a remote planet and spend their remaining years hidden away, raising
their children.
When he finally reached the door to their quarters, Luke palmed it open and
searched almost frantically for the one sight that would bring comfort to his
burdened heart. Unwilling to take even an extra instant to extend along the
Force for her shining presence, he called out as he hung his robe by the door.
"Mara, where are you?" His reply came in the form of a wave of love
coming from their bedroom. The sight that greeted him as he crossed the
threshold into the room filled his heart with warmth and brought a smile to his
lips.
Dressed in only an oversized shirt, Mara stood at her dressing table, brushing
her red-gold locks free from the confines of their traditional braid. "I
begged off dinner at your sister's," she said softly. She ran her hand
unconsciously over her expanding abdomen and smiled impishly. "I figured
after a day in the rancor's den, you could use a quiet evening at home."
Luke walked over to where she stood and pulled her gently into his arms.
"Have I told you today how much I love you, Mrs. Skywalker?" he said
before gently claiming her lips.
"Not today," Mara replied once their lips parted. She wrapped her arms
around his neck and felt the tense muscles lying beneath her fingertips.
Although he would never complain, these meetings with Fey'lya and his cronies
always left him stressed and worn out. She smiled inwardly as she thought of a
small way to help her tired husband relax. "Dinner won't be ready for about
an hour. How about I give you a massage?" she said huskily.
Luke sighed as he felt strong fingertips kneading the tight muscles at the nape
of his neck. "You always know exactly what I need, Mara," he said as
he dropped down onto the edge of the bed. He pulled off his boots and in matter
of moments had stripped down to his boxers. Sighing in anticipation, he spread
out face down on top of the bedcovers.
************
As Mara straddled her husband's hips and reached for the bottle of massage oil
lying on the bedside table, Qui-Gon took advantage of the changing atmosphere to
lightened their mood as well. "I remember many a similar welcome as you
sought to distract me from my frustrations after some of my more trying Council
sessions. Makes me wonder if you've been prodding Mara, my Obi-Wan," the
older man said.
Grey-green eyes shone mischievously as Obi-Wan composed his features in a vain
attempt at innocence. "Me, Master? Try to be a distraction?" he said
indignantly. "That would be beneath the decorum of a Jedi. I was just a
faithful padawan, trying to see to the needs of his aging Master."
With a raised eyebrow at his not-so-innocent former padawan, Qui-Gon took the
younger man's hand. "Let's leave Mara to improvise on your suggestion and
I'll show you how old I really am." Their vigilance presently not needed,
the hovering images faded into nothingness with a blended peal of laughter.
************
A whisper of sound registered to Mara's Jedi senses and she turned quickly to
look behind her. "Did you hear something, Luke?" A vaguely audible
moan was the only response to her question and Mara chuckled softly. She
returned her full attention to massaging the muscles beneath her fingers.
Starting with his neck and shoulders, she kneaded and probed with her fingertips
until all the tension and knots had disappeared.
Luke cleared his mind and gave himself over to the sensation of Mara's hands on
his body. He felt the tension flow from him as her fingers smoothed over his
tight muscles. He breathed a soft moan as those wondrous hands moved from his
shoulders to his back.
As Mara continued to massage her way down Luke's back, her touches subtly
changed from relaxing to caressing. Fingertips grazed lightly over sensitive
skin rather than kneading tight muscles. When she reached the small of his back,
she could feel the arousal beginning to build from her touches. Knowing that
this would be the best way to fully relax Luke, she slid her hands over his firm
backside.
As Mara's touches became more sensual, Luke lifted his hips and gently guided
her to rise from her seated position on his body. Once she was lying beside him,
he rolled onto his side to face her. He pulled her into his arms and tilted her
face up to his. Covering her lips with his own, he initiated a passionate kiss.
He slid his tongue past her parted lips, twining gently with hers and savoring
her honeyed flavor.
Their lips remained locked together until Mara flinched and chuckled. As Luke
looked at her questioningly, she explained. "Your son seems to have an
issue with our current activity."
Luke slid further down the bed, pulled up the fabric of her shirt and laid his
head gently on her expanded abdomen. "Settle down, little one," he
said softly. "This time is for your mother and me." He rubbed his palm
soothingly over her stomach and sent calming pulses to the restless infant
through the Force. When the movement stopped, he pulled the shirt over her head
and lay back down beside Mara. "Demanding already. Must take after his
mother." Before she could make any attempt to answer, he occupied her mouth
in a more pleasurable activity.
Luke released her lips and kissed a path across her face and neck until he
reached her breasts. As he pulled a peaked nipple gently into his mouth, his
fingertips mapped the changing shape of the rounded flesh. With a final caress
of his tongue, he released the rosy bud and studied it intently. Of all the
changes in his wife's body from this pregnancy, the changes in her breasts had
enthralled him the most. The nipples had widened and darkened slightly and the
breasts themselves were fuller and heavier. Their sensitivity had also increased
and Mara became more aroused by caresses and touches. He gave his full attention
to the other breast until Mara was moaning and writhing beside him.
When Luke's lips left her breast, Mara rolled onto her side and shifted
backwards a bit so that Luke was lying spooned against her. She could feel the
evidence of his desire pressing against her buttocks and reached back to tug at
the waistband of his boxers. Once he'd deftly removed the bothersome fabric, she
shifted so that his manhood slipped between her thighs. She canted her hips
until his shaft rested along her folds and reached back to guide him into her
body.
Luke reacted to his wife's slight direction and shifted until he slid easily
into the welcoming warmth of her body. He moaned softly as he was surrounded by
her wetness. He placed a hand on her hip for support and began to move with
slow, gentle thrusts, taking care to not put any pressure on the area
surrounding the baby.
Mara pushed back in time with Luke's gentle thrusts until they were both lost in
the rhythm of their passions. The only sounds in the room were their soft sighs
and moans and the slap of their bodies coming together. Their breathing and
heart rates escalated as they fell fully into the pattern of their lovemaking.
Their surroundings faded away until nothing existed but each other. Even at this
leisurely pace, it did not take long for them to spiral over the edge and
explode in release. They lay intertwined as they recovered from the intensity of
their joining. Within a matter of moments, their bodies drifted into sated
slumber.
***********
Mara woke to find that she was now alone in their bed. She sat up and looked
around for the form of her missing husband and found him kneeling in meditation
on the small balcony off their bedroom. Picking up her discarded shirt from
where Luke had tossed it, she pulled it over her head and padded softly to stand
beside him.
Drawn from his light meditation by his wife's proximity, Luke opened his eyes.
Without rising, he placed a hand on her stomach and caressed her skin. "Did
you have a nice nap?"
Placing her palm against his cheek, Mara smiled. "It would have been nicer
if you could have rested too. Luke, you can't keep pushing yourself like this.
Force meditation can restore you somewhat but you have to allow your body to
actually sleep at some point," she chided.
"Things are disintegrating so quickly, Mara, and I just don't know how to
get through to the New Republic Senators and officials," Luke admitted in
frustration. "How can Fey'lya and his peers have forgotten what life was
like living in an occupied universe? And living under the Emperor will seem like
a picnic compared to what life will be like if the Yuuzhan Vong annex the entire
New Republic."
"Selective memory has always been a requirement of politicians, Luke, and
Borsk Fey'lya is the ultimate politician," Mara replied. "He is as
slippery as a Calamarian eel and has a gift for twisting the facts to support
his position."
Luke rose to his feet and pulled Mara into his arms. His blue eyes filled with
pain as he spoke. "As much as I've wished for the Force to give me a
clearer picture of future, it's probably just as well that my talent at
prescience is fleeting at best. If I had known how painful the Force's chosen
path would be all those years ago, I don't know if I would have had the strength
to follow Ben."
********
Hovering above the open balcony, the spectral images watched the interaction
between the couple. Luke's soft-spoken admission caused a flash of pain to flow
through his former Master. "This should be such a happy time for Luke and
Mara. Sometimes I wonder if the Force isn't expecting too much from him,
Master," Obi-Wan said in concern.
"The Force does not present any challenges that a Jedi strong in the Light
cannot overcome," Qui-Gon replied with conviction.
"There were many times after your death that I doubted that I could
continue," Obi-Wan said hesitantly. "It was just so painful."
"Have you wondered why after six years the Force blessed Luke and Mara with
this child now?" Qui-Gon queried in his best instructor tone.
Realization dawned in Obi-Wan's expressive gray-green eyes. "For the same
reason it gave me Anakin, then Luke. To give them hope and an additional reason
to continue the fight," he responded with a smile.
"Trust in the Force, my Padawan," the older man chided.
"Yes, Master," the younger man respectfully replied.
************
"Even when the Force was lying dormant within you, you always proceeded
with your heart," Mara said. "If you trust the Force and your heart,
we will get through this. We just need to decide how best to serve the citizens
of the Republic while protecting our own."
"I would like to bring all the Jedi to Coruscant so that we can discuss how
to move forward and try to get Kyp's contingent to stop these vigilante
tactics," Luke explained. "Any good military strategist will tell you
that you cannot wage war successfully on two fronts. We need to convince the
powers that be that the Yuuzhan Vong are the enemy, not the Jedi."
Mara bristled at the mention of Kyp Durron's name. Years ago, Luke had fought
for the young man to be allowed to come back to the Jedi after he strayed into
the Darkness. Like Fey'lya, Kyp seemed to conveniently forget that he owed Luke
a substantial debt. Without Luke's support, he would have been banished or
worse. "The Jedi will gather if you request it, even Kyp and his crew. Once
we have them together you may be able to get through to them." She watched
as Luke's expression clouded and she became concerned. "Luke, what is
it?"
Luke closed his eyes and concentrated, trying to grasp the elusive thread of the
future that flowed past him. Unable to bring additional clarity to it, he looked
up at his wife. "The Academy," he said softly. "I think it would
be best if we moved the students from Yavin to someplace more easily hidden and
defended."
Mara looked at him in confusion. "That's not a combination that is easily
achieved." Sensing that nothing would come from pushing for answers, Mara
changed the subject. "Let's have dinner. You have always planned better on
a full stomach, Farmboy." Taking his hand, she led him from the balcony.
The meal was eaten in companionable silence, with each just enjoying the solid
comfort of the other's presence. It wasn't until he had finished his meal and
noticed that Mara was still eating that Luke saw the chance to lighten the mood.
"Our son must be hungry tonight."
"If this child doesn't stop growing so quickly, I'll need a repulsor sled
to just get from one place to another," Mara said sarcastically. "I
don't know how women do this more than once. Take that as a warning, Skywalker.
If you ever think about doing this to me again, I'll have to reconsider my
decision to let you live all those years ago." She tried to keep a scathing
tone in her voice but the twinkle in her bright green eyes gave her away.
"I didn't do this alone, Mara. You were a more than willing participant in
the activities that created young Ben," Luke added with a smile.
"Don't get started on that again," Mara retorted with a growl in her
voice that was not totally false. "Our son will not be named Ben, Obi-Wan,
Biggs, Owen, or any of the other multitude of names from your past." She
rose from her seat and attempted to leave the room but a hand at her waist
pulled her heavily into Luke's lap. Finding her mouth suddenly occupied in a
more pleasant activity than arguing, Mara lost herself in her husband's loving
touches.
***********
"I don't see why Mara is so opposed to naming the baby Obi-Wan or even Ben
for that matter," Obi-Wan said indignantly. "He could do worse than
being the namesake of such a wonderful person."
"Pride is unbecoming a Jedi, my Padawan," Qui-Gon teased. The blue
eyes of the translucent form sparkled mischievously as he added, "maybe
Qui-Gon would be a more appropriate name. Give the child a stronger role model
to emulate."
"What was that about pride, Master?" Obi-Wan replied dryly.
***********
It didn't take very long for her current position to become uncomfortable so
Mara reluctantly pulled her lips from Luke's and rose from his lap. Picking up
the plates, she walked towards the food preparation area. "Let's get this
cleaned up so we can relax."
Concentration creased Luke's brow as he looked over at his wife. "I need to
make a few calls. I want to encode a private message to all the Jedi and attempt
to contact Booster Terrik." Feeling a bit guilty about leaving Mara to
clean up alone, he added with a half smile. "I'll repay you for completing
my half of the cleanup with a foot rub later. Acceptable?"
With all the pressure Luke was under these days she would have done it without
question but Mara wasn't foolish enough to pass up this type of treatment.
"Agreed," she said flatly.
***********
Qui-Gon looked at his former apprentice with barely suppressed humor. "That
one could be your blood. Are there any liaisons with fiery redheads in your past
that you would like to confess, Obi-Wan?"
"Although I would be proud to claim Mara as my own, she is too young to be
the result of my adolescent oat-sowing," Obi-Wan teased in reply. The
expression in the chameleon eyes became more serious as he reached over to
caress a bearded cheek. "And once we took our first steps together, you
know that I never shared myself with another."
"So many lonely years for you, love," Qui-Gon replied sadly.
"You were with me here and here," Obi-Wan said softly as he placed one
palm over his heart and the fingertips of his other hand against his temple,
"and that's all that I ever needed."
**********
After she finished cleaning, Mara joined Luke at the comm unit. "Any
luck?"
"I'm really glad you had the foresight to create this private communication
system for the Jedi," Luke said. "I encoded the message and sent it.
Knowing that the Force must be used to retrieve the message from the comm
frequency makes me feel much more secure. There are so many out there now who
would sacrifice us without a second thought."
Mara remembered that time during her illness from the Yuuzhan Vong spores and
shuddered. Things had seemed so bleak for her then. But now she had recovered
and was having a child. Thank the Force for small miracles, or in this case,
large ones. Pulling back from her introspection, she said, "I was glad to
be able to do something useful during that time, although part of me hoped that
we would never have to use it." Releasing the pulse of pain that flowed
through her, she added, "were you able to locate Booster?"
"Not yet, but I spoke to Wedge and he's going to use some of his contacts
to look for him," Luke replied. "I tried to reach Corran too but he
and Mirax are not on Corellia. Force willing, they are somewhere with Booster
and will be able to help him evacuate the children. I have a feeling that we are
going to need all the help we can get."
Rising from the wooden seat, Luke pulled Mara into his arms. "Now, if I
remember correctly, I promised you a foot rub. Tomorrow will be soon enough to
deal with the rest of this." With a flick of his hand, the door to their
quarters was securely locked and the lights everywhere but their bedroom were
extinguished.
After brief detours into the refresher, they changed into sleep garments and
settled into bed. Luke sat towards the foot of the bed with his back against the
wall while Mara lay comfortably against a couple of pillows. Pulling her feet
securely into his lap, he began to slowly rub small circles on the instep of the
right foot. He could feel the tense muscles relax under his fingertips and the
swelling pull from the flesh of her ankles as he moved his caresses there.
By the time Luke had completed his ministrations on her left foot, Mara had
slipped further down the bed and fallen deeply asleep. Gently lifting her feet
from his lap, he slid carefully up the bed to lie beside his wife. Looking into
her peaceful face, he realized that she had been right before. He did need to
sleep. Placing a palm lightly onto her abdomen to feel the reassuring presence
of their child, he closed his eyes and allowed the pull of sleep to claim him.
***********
As Obi-Wan watched, restlessness and frustration began to overshadow the
peacefulness of Luke's dreams. Pressing gently forward into the sleeping mind,
he was discouraged to see the strength of the despair that resided there. Luke
was becoming more fearful as each day passed, afraid that he couldn't protect
the people of the New Republic, the Jedi, his friends, his family, his wife and
his unborn child. Obi-Wan remembered his lessons well. How many times during his
lifetime had he heard Yoda intone: 'fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate,
hate leads to suffering'. He pulled back from Luke's dreams to see Qui-Gon's
deep blue eyes staring at him. "Master, isn't there anything more we can do
to help him?"
Qui-Gon probed briefly into Luke's dreams then closed his eyes and opened
himself fully to the currents of the Force. Listening carefully for the tiniest
directive, he was happy to find that after a few moments the Force had given him
a small clue. Turning back to Obi-Wan, he said softly, "we can offer him a
tiny thread of hope. We must trust that he is open enough to read the subtle
message." Opening his mind to his bondmate, he shared the vision of things
to come that the Force had granted him. Once he pulled back, he continued.
"We can enter his dreams and shift them to allow him to see this glimpse. I
will be with you but you must be the one to approach him. Your presence will
help him to understand that this is more than a dream."
Obi-Wan nodded his agreement and the two spirits sent their mental presences
into the mind of the troubled Jedi Master. Darkness swirled around chaotically
as they entered and the oppressive feeling of despair was very strong. Luke
floundered in the darkness, calling out and reaching for fleeting images of
friends and loved ones. Shifting his form from the younger one he preferred to
the older one that his former student would recognize, Obi-Wan walked to Luke's
side. He placed a hand on his shoulder and concentrated on the images
surrounding them. Soon the darkness cleared and the rugged beauty of the Yavin
jungle lay before them. After a few moments, he knew that Luke could see and
sense him.
Luke turned to see two men dressed in familiar Jedi garb standing beside him.
"Ben," he called in a tentative voice. "Is it really you?"
"Yes, Luke. It's really me," Obi-Wan replied.
"It's been so long and you told me you could never come back to me,"
Luke questioned, as he remembered the time all those years ago that Ben had
spoken to him last. "I've been so alone."
"Never alone, young Luke. We have always been beside you," a deep,
soothing voice answered.
Luke looked up at the bearded, long-haired man who stood slightly behind his
first Master. "Qui-Gon Jinn?" he asked in confusion.
"Yes, Luke, this is my former Master, Qui-Gon Jinn. But how..."
Obi-Wan stopped as he answered his own question. "Leamona Halcyon. She told
you about us."
"Yes, back during a much happier time," Luke replied wistfully.
"She told me many stories about you two and about my father."
Luke's attention was drawn back to the scene around him. A small group of
children were playing in the garden by the ruins of the Temple and he watched as
a young man with light brown hair - was it his nephew Anakin?- approached the
group and a small blond boy lifted up his hands and called out "Ani".
The young man scooped the giggling child up, lifted him over his head and flew
him around in circles like a fighter. "Your daddy used to do this to me
when I was no older than you, little imp," the young man whispered to the
child. "Though if he catches me interrupting your class there will be hell
to pay. Oh, oh, too late, here he comes now." Luke watched mesmerized as
the child looked off to the right and he could see himself and Mara approaching
the group.
Suddenly the people faded from the image leaving only the empty garden behind.
"Bring it back. I need to see more," Luke cried out in distress as he
dropped to his knees. "What does it mean? Ben, please, help me."
Obi-Wan knelt before Luke and speared him with an intense gaze. "This is
hope and love. Hold the image close to your heart, Luke, and you will know what
to do. And remember, we will be with you always." He leaned forward and
placed a comforting hand on Luke's shoulder.
At the word we, Luke looked up and was surprised to find that Master Jinn no
longer stood behind Ben.
*********
Luke's distress pulled Mara from a deep sleep and flowed from her into the baby.
When she opened her eyes, she was shocked to see a shimmering form standing by
the bedside focused on her expanded abdomen. A translucent hand hovered above
her stomach and a gentle voice crooned. "Be calm, little one. All will be
well." The baby calmed immediately and the specter turned towards her.
"Who are you?" Mara asked, suddenly wide awake.
"One who watches over you," Qui-Gon replied. "Now rest and
remember, love and the Force will conquer any evil."
As much as she tried to fight to remain awake, she wasn't strong enough to
counter the Force suggestion sending her back to sleep. Unconsciously bringing
her hand to cover and protect her unborn child, she returned to the grip of
slumber.
*********
Qui-Gon reappeared at Obi-Wan's side and studied Luke intently. "Do not
give in to despair, Luke. It is a path to the Dark Side. When times appear their
most bleak, cling to the promise of what lies ahead."
"Love is the only thing we possess that we can give and have returned to us
freely," Obi-Wan reassured Luke. "Its strength added to the power of
the Light will vanquish the Darkness. Be patient, Luke, and all will be revealed
in time."
With a final squeeze to the shoulder he clasped, Obi-Wan rose to his feet and
took Qui-Gon's hand. "Remember, Luke, we remain by your side, always."
They faded from the dream and again hovered invisibly in the bedroom. Obi-Wan
pushed Luke back into a deep sleep, allowing the memory of the vision to remain
with him. Morning and the bleak reality that accompanied it would be coming soon
enough.
***********
Mara woke to find Luke still sleeping peacefully beside her. Studying the
handsome face that always looked so young in slumber, she replayed the memories
of the previous night in her mind's eye. Was it a dream or had she really seen
the spectral image of a Jedi that she didn't even recognize? What had the man
said -- 'one who watches over you.' Who would be watching over her? The
remembered voice was so comforting and full of compassion and concern. The baby
kicked as she lay thinking and she absently rubbed her stomach and sent him
soothing thoughts. She closed her eyes and concentrated on bring up the image of
the Jedi, hoping she could find some clue to his identity.
"Qui-Gon Jinn," Luke said softly. The sound of his voice caused her to
jump and she looked over at him, startled. "The person you were picturing
in your mind is Jedi Master Qui-Gon Jinn." The confusion he felt over the
bond from Mara had awoken him so he had looked to see what was bothering her. A
shadowy image of Master Jinn was the last thing he expected to see in her mind.
"How can you be so sure?" Mara asked in confusion. "You never met
Qui-Gon Jinn."
"I probably would have recognized him from the flat pics that Leamona
Halcyon showed me but I did meet him. Last night," Luke replied. Seeing the
confusion in those green eyes, he added, "Ben came to me last night while I
was sleeping. It's rather complex so maybe it would be easier if I showed
you." Luke rose from the bed and helped Mara to her feet.
Once she stood and the baby shifted, Mara's physical needs became pressing.
"Give me a minute," she said as she rushed into the refresher.
Making a quick stop in the kitchen, Luke poured two glasses of juice then headed
into the common room. Knowing that meditating on the floor was no longer
comfortable for Mara, he placed the glasses on the low table by the sofa and sat
down on the worn cushions. He patted the seat beside him when Mara came into the
room and she came over to sit beside him. He took her hands in his and looked
deep into her eyes. "If we both drop into a light meditative trance, I
should be able to replay my dream/vision from last night and share it with you.
My recollection is rather vague at this point so this will help me to study it
as well. Ready?"
Mara took a deep, calming breath, nodded her head and regulated her breathing
and heart rate to match Luke's.
Once they were in sync, Luke tapped into his Jedi ability for full recall and
began to replay the dream. Luke reviewed the events as they had occurred
beginning with the vague but dark images that had plagued him. He watched the
scene shifting more slowly this time, taking in the thriving wildlife of Yavin
before becoming aware of Ben Kenobi's presence. He remembered his amazement that
Ben was really there and felt the secondary persona of Qui-Gon Jinn. Again he
was not really surprised that he recognized the older Master but found that
something about his Force aura was very familiar. It was as if he had felt it
before, many times in his life.
Luke felt his attention drawn away from the Masters by the movements of the
people around him. He looked over to see the group of children with their
instructor, noticing now that the person was Tionne. He watched as Anakin,
accompanied by his friend Tahiri, approached the children and picked up a small
boy. The child appeared to be three or four years old and as he looked more
closely, he realized that this was their son. The child's greeting and Anakin's
words to him replayed in his mind and the feeling of love pouring from his
nephew was almost palpable. He could sense the joy as Anakin shared the
childhood memory with his cousin and the gentle teasing in his words as he felt
Luke's approach. He sighed as the people faded from the dream leaving only the
jungle of Yavin behind in his mind.
Luke could feel his distress as strongly as if he was reliving it and could hear
his pleas to his former Master. He felt Ben's calming presence as he replied and
also felt the wave of love and concern that came from the older man. He focused
more intently on the content of his Master's words -- 'this is hope and love' --
and realized what Ben had been trying to tell him. He continued to review the
vision, because now he was sure that it was a vision, and concentrated on the
words of Qui-Gon Jinn. Peace and serenity just flowed from the man, warning him
of the danger of despair and the hope of the future. Finally Ben echoed his
Master's earlier statement that they were always with Luke and the two men faded
from his mind. He had slept then, wrapped in the comfort of the promise of love
and hope.
Wetness was trailing down his cheeks when he opened his eyes and Luke was not
surprised to see matching trails on Mara's face. Reaching over to trace the
tears with his fingertips, he smiled. "Ben and Qui-Gon have given us a most
precious gift but we must not allow ourselves to become complacent. This promise
of the future will give us the strength to go on but we must make our decisions
and fight this battle as if we have no knowledge of this. As Yoda was so fond of
saying, 'always in motion the future is', and we cannot allow any other
possibility to become reality."
"Just knowing that our child and at least some of our family survives will
have to be enough," Mara replied.
Thinking back to earlier that morning, Luke realized that he had not asked Mara
why she was picturing Qui-Gon. "Mara, when I woke up, you were looking at a
mental image of Qui-Gon Jinn. Why?"
"I woke up when I felt your distress during the vision," Mara
explained. "When I looked around, I saw a translucent form standing by the
bed with his hand almost touching my stomach. He was talking to the baby,
telling him to be calm and that everything would be all right." Mara looked
intently at Luke and added in amazement. "When I asked him who he was, he
answered--'one who watches over you'."
"They both told me that they had been with me always and now I see that
they really meant with us," Luke said. "I felt so alone at times and
resented that Ben wouldn't appear to me again no matter how much I begged and
pleaded. But now I know that he's always been there and so has Qui-Gon." He
hung his head and whispered softly, "I'm ashamed that I had so little
faith."
"But you do have faith, Luke. You always have," Mara replied as she
lifted his chin to meet his gaze. "I think you could always sense their
presence in the Force, you just didn't know that it was what you were
feeling."
**********
"Such a smart woman, that Mara," Obi-Wan said. "Maybe I should
reconsider the possibility that we are related. With the Force, all things are
possible."
"I'm beginning to wonder how much of your time apart from me was spent
coaching Mara instead of what you were suppose to be doing, Padawan," Qui-Gon
replied dryly.
"I would never shirk my assignments or responsibilities, Master,"
Obi-Wan replied indignantly. "I just happen to be able to handle multiple
tasks."
*********
A familiar aura floated in the Force as Mara worked to reassure Luke. They both
opened up their senses and felt waves of peace and comfort flow through them.
Looking around the room to try to catch a glimpse of their ethereal watchers,
Luke smiled as he saw the fabric of his hung robe fluttering as if in the wind.
"Thank you, Masters. I won't forget," Luke whispered into the air.
***********
Luke and Mara spent the next few days preparing for the conference with the
Jedi. Arrangements were made and Luke worked painstakingly to create an
atmosphere that would allow everyone to feel they could speak freely.
Finally the morning of the meeting had arrived. Luke rose at dawn and spent
three hours in deep meditation to prepare. Trying to anticipate any possible
path the discussions could take, he mentally reviewed each scenario. He used the
mental image of his son and Anakin as a focus and found that it helped him to
recenter himself when the imaginary discussion got too intense.
Mara and Luke left their quarters for the room they had reserved, hand in hand,
about an hour before the meeting was due to begin. Luke knew that his strongest
supporters would want to speak with him but he didn't want to be accused of
playing favorites by having any private discussions. As they entered the
semi-circular room, a nervous silence dropped over it. Attempting to resolve
some of the tension, he started at one side of the room and greeted each
individual Jedi personally and thanked them for coming.
At precisely 10:00, Luke and Mara climbed the stairway that led to the podium
and called the meeting to order. The meeting went well at first, with each
individual speaker remaining calm, controlled and polite. But soon things began
to deteriorate and voices rose to a fevered pitch. As the frustration of the
crowd grew, so did the anger and fear surrounding them.
A wave of despair flowed through Luke and for a moment he allowed it to
overwhelm him. But before it could fully take hold, a familiar aura surrounded
him and he met the intense blue eyes of his nephew's gaze. The image of his
young son with Anakin from his vision filled his mind. He grasped onto it like a
drowning man to a rope and pulled his heart from the throes of despair.
As Luke steeled himself to face Kyp's next verbal challenge, Ben's words filled
his heart. 'Love and hope.' Combined with the Light of the Force, these were
very powerful allies indeed.
The End.