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Dark Winter

M e r c u r i a l D i s e a s e

      This is the gateway to my cerebral kingdom, wherein I have laid bare for you the bones of my inner complexities. {Cognitive dissonance, holy ambivalence.}
This is a silent asylum for my collective reflection, whence subtleties and mysteries manifest through secret syllables, catharsis and abstraction.
        This is a place of broken lines and conquered boundaries. I have seen the plagues that desecrate art, the cancers of distraction and subconscious rape spreading through the masses. It is travesty to dissect the voice of the soul. {An autopsy, gently cut apart with a razor - like cocaine.*} Therefore, let them rust and pass to earth along with the machine whence they are borne.
        All poetry hidden here is of my realization, unless otherwise declared. {Know this...} The tirades, requiems, and blashpemies whispered within are the architecture of my perfect distortion, and the voice of this construct. Look deeper, surrender your souls, I will unravel.
               Forgive any failures and frustrations, you will witness my reconstruction.

Tracing vertebrae, here in my wildnerness

{Catharsis Harem}
the wraiths of wolves in a forest of absinthe

{Stitches and Thread}
shards of my reflection

{The Realm of Muses}
incarnations of self-expression

I do not take credit for any of the images found on my site except for the ones I post. All backgrounds and images aside from my own photographs were found on various design sites and other sources.

{Suspended in Weightlessness}
leaves from a dying tree

{Heathen Tribes}
the asylums of shamans
and kindred spirits

Devouring itself in flame, reinvented,
I bleed for you the whispers of the dead.

M e r c u r i a l D i s e a s e

1 8 s e c o n d s b e f o r e s u n r i s e ,
f a d i n g f a s t b e f o r e m y e y e s . . .

A n d   I   c o u l d   f i l l   y o u r   s p i n e w i t h   n a i l s ,
A n d   s e w   y o u r   e y e s w i t h t h r e a d ,
A n d l e a v e   a   f i r e   i n   y o u r   t h r o a t
T o f i n d m y   w a y b a c k   h o m e a g a i n .

f r e e      f
                     a

                          l

                             l
                             .

Sever.Destroy.Perfect.Erase.Reinvent.Reborn.Create.Transcend.

{like Icarus}

{ f r o m z e n i t h t o a p h e l i o n }

{ o m e g a }

It.won't.give.up.it.wants.me.dead.
and.Goddamn.this.noise.inside.
my.head.It.won't.give.up.it.wants.
me.dead.and.Goddamn.this.noise
inside.my.head.It.won't.give.up.it.
wants.me.dead.and.Goddamn.this.
noise.inside.my.head.It.won't.give.
up.it.wants.me.dead.and.Goddamn.
this.noise.inside.my.head.It.won't.
give.up.it.wants.me.dead.and.God
damn.this.noise.inside.my.head.It.
won't.give.up.it.wants.me.dead.and.
Goddamn.this.noise.inside.my.head.

{ s l o w l y k i l l i n g m e . . . }

A n o m e n , a m e s s a g e , a t h r e a t .

& we can't breathe...
c a n ' t b r e a t h e a t a l l . . .

EYE.AM.EYE.

{*P o u r l i g h t n i n g o v e r m y v e i n s .

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