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In case that you are wondering what those ribbons are all about they mean that I have lost both a family member of AIDS and Breast Cancer. I have put them here as a sign of respect for those who i love so much and lost.

I miss you so much
I don't know if I am what you really want
You keep telling me this is so, but still others you want.
Should I take this like I'm suppoused to do the same?
Deep in side me I know I don't want to turn that way
I love you but I don't love you.
I love you and I dont want to give all of me to you.
I love you but how do I know I can trust you?
When I see you're inlove with someone else too
Why do I let you put me through this?
You hurt me when you say you love me and I know you're thinking of someone else.
I love you but I dont love you.
You say I put you on second because my family I put first.
How do you think I feel when you put others before me?
When I tell you that I love you it feels like I'm talking to myself.
When will you decide who you want? Who do you love the most?
Don't you see that this is killing my love for you?
Can't you see my love is growing weeker with every indecision of you heart?
Don't take me wrong I still love you but all of this have put doubts on my mind
and when you are ready to decide.
I will be waiting

Maresdy