8-30-02
MARILYN: 10:01pm. TGIF. I'm tired though. And Frank and I are having issues. And he got his wisdom teeth out. I did something bad last night. And now i have to go to a beach party tomorrow. I'm not so smart it seems. Well, ok then, goodnite.
8-28-02 (only 178 more day of school and so on...)
MARILYN: 5:47pm. School. Ahhh. I can tell you that Kirsten is alive and kircking, even if she never puts anything up here. In fact today i abducted her. Her parents don't want her to ride with teenaged drivers so this is my solution. Hahaha, i stole Kirst. Anyhow, life is squeaky clean or something to that effect. I have Home work though, ya 2nd day of school, homework in everyclass, so i think i have to be going.
8-26-02(less than 12 hours..)
MARILYN: 7:26pm. This will be short. I have to soak up all the summer i have left. So sad. This happy happy time is almost over. is over in reality. OH GOD!!!!!
8-25-02(1 day left...)
MARILYN: 10:22pm. Sad. Summer is over. one more day. too depressed. kirst must be one her way home. good, this way i won't be all alone here. oh, and when school starts, i might not be able to post as much. sorry.
8-24-02 (3 days till school)
MARILYN: 1:36pm. I'm so sad summer is almost over. I didn't do half the things I wanted to. I wish it would last for ever. My parents keep telling me thats what retirement is, but I think by that age I'd be too old to enjoy it and just sit around being grumpy all day. Like I do now. Oh wait just a yankee minute, I must be like a thousan years old for how grumpy I am. Bummer. At least I have the body of an only slightly overweight 16 yearold. And ugly. And zitty. But thats the price you pay for nice legs. Hahahaha. Kirsten get home soon. And write lots of stuff for the paper. I think we should force everybody to read it on the firstday of school. It would be fun to see the horro on their innocent little faces as they are forced to read stuff that you and I find humorous. Maybe I'll go make a crossword puzzle. Can you tell i'm bored??
8-23-02
MARILYN: 5:50pm. I went to coronado for the day and had a good time with frankie. My dad and brother are getting home today. Soon, i think. Well, whatever. I'm kinda bummed becasue now we have to eat at normal time and clean up the filth i'd just as soon live with. Oh well. Life still Sucks. I'm in that writing something for a paper mood so I think I'll start up the Marilyn and Kirsten Times. Or Kirsten and Marilyn Times. I'm first on the webpage so I guess its only fair for Kirst to be first on the paper. Ok well off I go. Maybe more later. OHOHOHOHOHOHOH!! I just realized the laptop will be home soon!! YAY!!! Now it won't take all day to boot up the computer let alone try to get it to go on the internet!! God i'm a spoiled suberbian bitch. Help me.
8-22-02
MARILYN: 9:15pm. Wow. Right now I'm talking to someone from my past. She went to middle school with me. And now she livin it up in Hawaii!! Its so not fair. I got fired from my not paid position today. Yup, and the lady was like a total bitch to me and then is all sucking up to my mom when she called to tell her. What a whore. And shes not even going to give me credit for what I've already done. I'm fucking pissed. But happy that Amy called. I've got her address and everything so now we can hopefully keep in touch. Maybe I'll go visit her over christmas... I wonder why Frank hasn't called. We went out. We saw blue crush. I liked it. Now I want to surf. well not right this instant. And theres never any surf at all in san diego. But it would be fun anyways. I think.
KIRSTEN: 5:50 PM. WEll i'm in vegas and lucky for u my cousins and aunt and uncle have a new computer but it took me a while to get here. OK Katie isn't going on my list cause i'd have to call her and arrange it and she'd know i was just feeling sorry for her and probably get mad at me and feel worse so that idea died, everyone would be miserable and i realize that. ok cousins calling, bye.
8-20-02
MARILYN: 8:40pm. I'm back again. Only to tell Kirst that Erin and i will not stand by as she puts katie on her list. Friends don't let friends ruin their retreat!! She would drive us insane not only that night, but she would becom clingy for the rest of the year. starting off on the wrong foot wouldn't you say?? I would not be able to deal with that all year, or even for one niht. Community service sucks. I hate everything. I refuse to room with Katie!! (erin will back me up on this one).
MARILYN: 8:38pm. So I'm back. It only proves my life is hell. I don't even have anything to say, therees just nothing better to do. FUCK! I HATE MY LIFE!!! Goodbye, I have a date with a sharp friend of mine.
MARILYN: 8:15pm. Well I have very little to say. I'll be back later. Maybe.
KIRSTEN: 10ish: Well i'm back, i'm at my unpaid job and i remembered our password. My boss is in a meeting and i finished what she told me to do. Marilyn cheer up and blood loss is not allowed. My parents won't even let me buy a car with my own money or get my license when i can legally. Whatever. Should i write an article for the marilyn and kirsten gazette. Call me marilyn, my answering machine is cool. You'll like it. ya my dad did delete our entire hard drive "on accident" so there goes all that music and pictures and documents and basically everything i've ever done was on there, o well no biggy. My life is starting over in 2 years anyway and i'd have left that then anyway. I'm thinking i'm gonna put katie on me retreat form cause she probably doesn't know what to do about it and we should make her feel a little better. We can deal if she's in our room. We have enough fun we need more niceness, that's what matters anyway. I filled out way too many surveys yesterday, spent 5 hours online, but it was fun. There's been a resurgence of surveys circulating, i hate them but they seduce me into filling them out every time, haha. I wasn't gonna send it but then i had to after spending like 3 hours on it. I saved it too, it's the only thing i have on the computer now. I've been sending press releases out to news papers and calendars this morning and yesterday. It's fun but the fax machine is loud. I have a doctors appointment today but my mom turned in the physical form empty so we don't have it. I have a dumb journalism meeting tomorrow. I'd say i was sick but i'm going to vegas the next day and a party afterwards and work beforehand. Ya i work hard here, haha. I'm so proud of myself. my boss told me another volunteer was coming in today but he didn't. I was supposed to tell him what to do. O well, missed out on bossing someone around on my 5th day.
8-19-02
MARILYN: 10:40pm. Opti outreach just started today. woo hoo. I just wrote a summer survey. Maybe I'll do a best of section in here later. According to Kirst, her dad killed her hard drive so she might not be around for a bit. You will just have to deal with the ever entertaining me!! Oh how I pity you. I don't even know who you are. Oh god and you know more aboutme than either of my parents. Unless they have started reading my diary again. Well whatever. I had a huge row with my mom today. She is a bitch. I'll never get to drive my self to school. I hate them. I CAN HONESTLY SAY I WISH THEY WOULD DIE!!
8-17-02
MARILYN: 9:02pm. I'm bored and have nothing to say.
8-16-02
MARILYN: 8:16pm. So ya. I hurt Frankie. I accidentally kicked him in the ribs. I'm a big meanie. I'm worried about Kirst. I think I'll e-mail her. I have to do that anyways to ask about being roomies at retreat. Erin too. And someone else. Hmm. Ok bye bye.
MARILYN: 3:05pm. I am sitting on a boy. He is weird. Oh stop that!! Haha. So nothing has happened yet. I drove to La Jolla, ate chinese food, and am about to go swimming if this boy has his way. I am totally rocking out. Oh, look at me go... Where is Kirst??? I miss her. My lips got dyed pink so I was thinking of her. We have bad luck with dying things. Not like dead things, like hair, etc. Omar is going to laugh at us so much, especially if we end up being his humor bitches. Haha. Did you go to that meeting?? Should I call Kristen? Will she just make me do work?? God I'm lazy. I wonder if Where in the USA is Carmen San Diego? works on this machine. Maybe I'll do that once I get rid of his royal Bossiness. Yay, hes getting me a brush. I think hes sulking oo because he doesn't have all of my attention. Poor thing. Ha. Now he is peeing. Oh, I should call my mom about that desk. Ok, I'll be back later, maybe. This old hunk of junk is sooooo slow I might wait a day or two.
8-15-02
MARILYN: 5:05pm. Ya today not much has happened. Besides me finding out I'm not pregnant, which I figured anyways because I'm a virgin. And my tummy hurting. And I went to the orthodontist. yay. So, um, appartenly my friend is ok, you know, the one that had to leave randomly. She hasn't really explained herself, which is curious, but I'm sure its ok now. Well, I hope. I'm going to but school supplies in a few minutes. Yay. I think. I bought a new school skirt today too. At the True Grits store Kirsten had so much trouble finding. I almost got hit by a truck, but that was the highlight of the trip. My mom spazzed. Now I'm on the phone with my Frankie poo. Hehehehe. I think that this year I will have enough free pens so that I won't have to buy any today at office depot. I wonder where Kirst got to. Maybe I'll e-mail her. I wonder if we ever will publish this?? That would be, well, interesting. Do you think that people would buy our book?? I want to publisha book before I expire. I just don't know what kind. A diary would b cool. Especially a joint diary with Kirst, where ever she is. Hmmmm. I want to know if I got into the Latin club. Oh God I'm a loser. Hehehehehehe. Ok, I think I have to go. Later.
8-14-02
MARILYN: 9:47pm. So my date was ok. We went to a local restaurant. I wish we had gone out further. Oh well. I think that I will survive. We had a nice time in the back of my Caddy though. Just talking. Its had to believe that we will ever break up. I honestly can't see it ever happening. Except for because of my secret little drawer. I don't know why it bothers everyone so much. Its relatively normal. I mean about 1% of the population does it. Thats more than the percent that are, um, Movie stars or something. Ya. According to Nick, Erin wants me to check my e-mail. I'll do that after this. Right now I'm watching American Idol. I hope that Nikki, the punky one, doesn't get voted off. Yay!!. She didn't!!! But RJ, the cutie pie boy, did. I'm sad, but not as sad as I would be. Oh wel, now its over so I'm going to see if anything else will be on tonite, or if I should just go to bed. Hahaha. I don't know what else to say. I'm in that bad mood. I don't know how to fix it. Hmph. I have mosquito bites all over my body. Mostly on my feet and hands and arms. I hope they go away soon. ITs hard being me becasue they itch so much!!! I think I'm gonna go crazy. ACK!! I need something soothing for them. Ok nitey nite.
MARILYN: 6:40pm. Ya so we've both been taking a hiatus or however thats spelled. I have to go though to eat out with my Frank and wear my new cool skirt and stuff. I go it at the Buffalo Exchange. Very vintage. Very cool. And my mom gavce me this way cool halter top thingie she used to wear. Its a little big, duh, but we're gonna move the buttons so that it will fit me. Not that I have anywere to wear it. Oh well. I'll be back tonite.
8-11-02
KIRSTEN: well I'm finally back and actually had the energy to write something here. I was just in Colorado and Marilyn didn't come with me. It was so scary. It was called the Chateau Residency Club. It had bathrobes and a spa and a free arcade and we were staying in a 4 bedroom 6 bath condo. I was sleeping in a room with 2 tiny and really high up beds. I couldn't sleep there cause it was too fancy and i felt too seperated from the majority of humanity. I know u think that's stupid but i missed being grungy and normal. I hate fancy stuff, so does my dad. I was crying and so i moved to the floor at 3 am cause i hadn't fallen asleep yet and i felt much better. I only slept on the floor and couch from that night on, in a house with like 10 beds, haha. Mountain biking is not my thing I've decided. I watched the sunrise one morning from our penthouse balcony and saw a fox and lots of birds and pretty clouds. The stars are great there too. I saw a shooting star. We went on a river trip and that was fun cause there were cute little kids in our boat. Our river guide (who was hitting on my mom who's 18 years older than him) made fun of the Chateau with me and my Dad. Now i'm home and I like it but i feel kinda trapped and too normal now. I washed the car, it's so pretty here. I'm getting ready for my party. Everyone's asking me what i want for my birthday. Well if u really want to know, a plane ticket to south america or my highschool diploma or a car. I'm gonna buy my uncle's bronco if my parents let me, which they might not, even though i have the money. A cat hung out with me for an hour in my garage and driveway after i was done with washing the car. It was black and really nice and cute. My mom chased it away though cause she thought it was the neighbors a few houses down. My mom's drunk. Just a little bit but she gets really mean when she's drunk. She insults everyone. She's convinced her tummy's flat, especially compared to me, it's not. I mean i have a spare tire but i'm not fatter than her. Then she tells my brother he's a jerk and always has ulterior motives, well she always does that and I think that's y he is the way he is, my buddy Ellen from young life did that big paper at the end of college thing on how if people are expected to be a certain way they live up to those expectations. I think that's y I'm a lazy bum who eats all the time. I should be stronger than that, o well. It's my parents' anniversary. THey did nothing but my mom got drunk and mean and stayed around helping me with my party and stuff. I wish they loved each other, they never really have, my mom thinks my dad's cute and my dad likes to take back seat in a relationship but they really don't love ach other and still insist to stay together cause they don't want to end up like their parents who are both divorced. I love my grammas. They are remarkable people and my grampa's hilarious. I'm gonna buy myself candles tomorrow cause we don't have any for the marshmallow cake i'm making. I got Marilyn an awesome present on our roadtrip cause i owe her one from July. I was gonna get her my birthstone casue we switched birthstones but i couldn't find one. O well.
MARILYN: 9:29pm. Ya Kirst should be here soon. I just sent her an e-mail. And she's sent me a few since she got back. Shes just neglecting me in the sense that she hasn't called me back, i don't know if i mad ehte cut for lupe, and she hasn't posted anything here. What a poo. I got her some really cool stuff for her birthday. just a bunch of random crap but thats what happens when jack in the box doesn't have gift certificates. so lame. and i have to get up early tomorrow to be at erin's by 10 to get to kirsts by 11. Aye Aye Aye. And then I have to hang out at a water park. Woes me. Hahahahahahahaha. Right. So anyhow, my day, geez where does the time go?? I drove to Imperial Beach, and then fashion valey,a nd then home, and then mission beach. Lots of driving. Most of it was fun, but the part with my mom was unbearable. she is so super criticle of every freaking thing i do. I HATE HER!!! I got kirst the best card, on a very similar note. Haha. Its funny. Ok i've gotta go see that my boy doesn't look to closely at any of this stuff. Hehehehehehe.
8-10-02
MARILYN: 6:10pm. My dad and bro left for Catalina today. They took my mom with them to Mission Bay and I have to pick her up in a few minutes. I went for a quick joy-ride with Frank today. With me driving. Ah it was fun. YAY!! I really good friend of mine left our so caled "group" today. She didn't explain why. I wish I knew why it was. I'm going to miss her. I hope its nothing serious. Oh god if it is, I don't know what I'll do. My parents just called. They are blabbering bout where they are. Who freaking cares. I have to leave in about 20 mintes. Okey dokey. I think Kirst Gets home tomorrow. Then you won't have just my boring account of the day to read. You'll have hers also. Ha. No, really, shes a way better writer than me. So her Stuff is always way cooler to read. You know it is, don't lie to save my feelings. Hmph. Wow I've got nothing to say. I watched Cinderella. It had the same perfect ending. And I cried. I've started crying at the end of movies. Mostly just Disney Movies, but a few others also. Which reminds me of the age old question, would you rather have boobs in back or a butt in front? I choose the Boobs in back. Mostly cause mine are so itsy bitsy that no one would notice. And my butt is otherwise. But(t)(hehehehe) the reason I brought this up is this, when Kirst, Erin and I were parading around Disneyland for our class end of the year party, we saw a cash register person with huge boobs in back. And after we paid for our coolest wallets in the world we saw a lady with bright pink pants on sitting doewn on the curb and getting ready for the parade (it was about 7pm). She had a huge butt looking thing in her front. It was way gross. I hope I have neither when I grow up. EW!!! So ya, I'm going to go get ready for leaving to get my mommy.
8-09-02
MARILYN: 10:34pm. Today was the band camp concert. It went ok,, there were no huge boo boos. Tonite I'm drinking a coke, total opposite of last night, when I might as well have been drinking heroin. I chilled at frank's dad's house for a few hours today. I'm all depressed about nothing in particular and Frank noticed and was all upset when I didn't know what to say about it. Its one of those feelings you can't put into words. Arg. I also went to the chiropractor today. I got cracked in 5 different places. Apparently I was very "out of allignment". If anyone can find the words to the song "Only a Broken Heart" by Gregory Page I am willing to offer a reward. Ilooked everywhere last night with no avail. Oh, looks like my mom bought me real sleepytime tea. Not mystery tea. I am near the middle of a gathering of old men. I like it alot more than what little bit of grapes of wrath i have read. It reads pretty quickly too. Sort of like the sun also rises. I hope all the books we read in AP english will be this quick to get through. Like GOM and SAR not GOW. MA was ok too. And HF, though it took longer to read. Wow abbreviations are tons of fun DYT?? (Don't you think?) Hahaha. Well, not alot else has happened today. Oh, I did find out that the Opti thing I had planned to do for my 100 hour community service thing was switched from one week to another so now I can't do 2 weeks, only 1 and a day becasue our school starts too early. It sucks so much. I wonder who won sabot nationals. Hmmm. Tyler Sinks was winning going into the last day. yay!! My brother is a loser. I hate him. Yay everything!! Ok, I'm out.
8-08-02
MARILYN: 11:39pm. I just got home from a concert. Gregory Page. I love him. Hes the best. Ahhhh. Yesterday was Paul's birthday. I got him a Harry Potter Pen and a back to school Kit. Hahaha. Still don't knwo what to get this weirdo Kirsten. I got my actual license in the mail. Like the plastic card. My picture is so bad. And it was back when I had long blonde hair. Not short Brownish streaky hair. Ah well life goes on. Erin thinks hers is worse. I think she is wrong. I'm drinking sleepy time tea but it doesn't seem to be helping. Well, its not sleepytime. Its the Ancient (India) Indian equivolent. What I mean by that is the people who are from India, not native americans. Ya. Go politically correct me. Band Camp is over tomorrow, and in a way I'm really happy, but in another way I'm sad. I will not have to she the weird boy who flirts with me for a while and i will not have to hear the terrible girl next to me ever again!!! That rich bitch has a solid gold headjoint and a solid siver gold plated boy with french fingered open holed inline g b foot etc. AHHHHH!! Its like an $8000 flute and she can't remember how to finger high Bb. AHHHHHHHHH!!! And shes really selfish. Arg, the woes of being me. Ok well I have to find the lyrics to a song so I can put them on my answering machine. Hasta. And check out the Links page. A new one. Ohhhh.
8-06-02
MARILYN: 8:55pm. Band camp again. yay. Frank is back. Hannah, my floot proteje, got swithed to another person so now I don't have anything to do at camp. Oh well. The songs are so boring. I finished the sun also rises, so now I only have to read grapes of pain and a gathering of old men. Not too bad since I olny have less than a month to do it in. I don't wanna go to school. Help me!!! Ok I'm not very talkative right now so I think this is it.
8-05-02
MARILYN: 5:27pm. Today was the first day of band camp. Frank left for Stanford this morning. Hes going to get me dark chocolate. Yum! Badn camp was alright. I got stuck with this really annoying girl who can't play worth a red cent. And she can't just accept that like some of the other kids do. She had to blame it on everyone and everything else. For a while the clarinets were too loud to play well. Then the room tempurature changed. Then she had top learn to play standing up. Oh my!! What good reason!! And she kept flinging her floot juice every second and it was really annoying because that made it so she was never in tune. She just jammed her headjoint back in, not even thinking that it was messig up her sound. ACK!! I made my lumpy bra work today. It accidentally went in the dryer so it got all lumpy. It still works though and becomes more or less lump free if you wear it all day. Apparently Qualcomm stock went even further down. Big surprise. My dad went to the track. I guess he didn't make us much money cause hes whining about everything. Loser. I have to go make dinner for him now because my mom "doesn't wanna". Ok later.
8-04-02
MAIRLYN: 9:00pm. Grrr. My internet sucks. I went to a ballgame. With cincinnatti chile. And graters ice cream. Hmm, so ya. band camp starts tomorrow. Yay. I have a new floot!! It will be fun. I think. Well we'll see. Frank was at the game with us. I think he had fun. Yup. I drove alot today. Alot alot. And I think I'm going to Drive even more soon. I think. Who knows. Hmmm. TV is really really exciting. Ya ok. This is totally lame because nothing really happened. Oh I think my bro and dad are taking the lap top to catalina. This sucks becasue it means I can't use it here if it is there and I will have to use the old slow dealybop. Ya its lame. But I suppose I will survive. I hope i can. AHHH!!!!!!!!!!! So Kirst, GET HOME SOON!!! Its so boring here with out you. I guess I'll go work on my bio. Ok later.
8-03-02
MARILYN: 3:27pm. I'm glad you like the linky thing. I thought it would make it easier to find what your looking for. Does that make sense?? I'm really jealous about you cool job now. Where is it?? Can you bring guests to the party thing?? That might make it more fun, hint hint. I'm watching The Blues Brothers. Its a great film. One of those classics that every one should have seen by now but probably hasn't. The dog looks dead. Hes like colapsed on the couch. Haha. Oh, now hes licking himself. Ok cool. What a dog, I think. I wrote a song about him. Here it is.
Elwood
The linoleum clacked as a dazed dreaming dog flashed by,
Fighting to hold on with his stupid hair cut and long black nails
His nose gleaming in the UV rays that the sceen door let in
He sends out his lonly howl
Out past a million dark and stormy nights
To warn his family of the mailman
Elwood
So what do you think? The best I've ever written. Hahaha. I don't really do songs. I just started peeling the gross dead skin off my foot and it started bleeding alot. Not good. Ok now its fixed. Haha, more tape and bandaids than the rest of the house put together. The dog is insane. He hasn't moved in a really long time and then out of nowhere he gets up and starts chasing invisible rodents. I'm going out to a fancy restaurant tonite. So I can wear my pretty new summer dress. Yay!! Wow watching this movie makes me realize more and more that we missed out on a great era. The 70s. What I would give to go there. And some of the 60s too. Our generation has nothing but pregnant teens and VCRs. They had it all.... Man I wanna invent a time machine. Maybe I'll go do that now...
8-02-02
MARILYN: 7:13pm. It seems that Kirst is on a little sabbaticle. Or how ever that is spelled. I am bored. I bought a really cute dress today. It is really pretty. White with red print flowers and a halter top. I like it. And so does Frank. And yesterday i got back the psycho test I thought I failed and it turns out I got an 86. Not to shabby. YAY!! And today we got tthe trophy for nationals engraved. It has my name on it. My name is on the same trophy as Bill Hardesty and Robbie Dean. I rock my world. I think I'm going to drag my mom back to Macy's so that I can get this other dress that was cute on me. My parents suck. They don't want me to go to Kirst's party. And they want me to go to Catalina. I'm going where i want to go and not where they tell me. Butt heads. Kirst swore on the phone. Hahaha. I should call Erin. Ya know what. I realized what my new dress reminds me of. Being one of those Mrs. Cleaver types. Its kind of fun. I want a coke. But I don't want to drive. Or walk. Especially not walk. Fake dirt sucks. YUCKY!
So I hate america. Does that count as something?? Anything?? Hmm. Maybe I'll be back in a minute.
MARILYN: 8:12pm. So well I'm back. My hair is originally blondish. But I dyed it black. And it still hasn't washed out. I did it in the end of May, and now its August. It was supposed to wash out in 24 to 36 washes. Kirst did it with me, and she is also still not her normal self. WE decided to to start a newsletter. Yay us. I haven't thought of a name yet. But I'm sure I will. I have a week until she gets back with some material. I guess I should start writting stuff. I don't know what to write about though. Maybe I'll write about myself. Hehehehe. I'm good at that. I think I'm out of stuff to say for now.
KIRSTEN: 9:26 well my parents went out to dinner so I'm here with my brother and the computer since he monopolized the tv. We're supposed to be packing for our family vacation. I hate family vacations and I hate Colorado. It's the most obnoxious place and I have to hang around with the most obnoxious people I know and I don't even have contact with Marilyn and Erin and my other friends and my dog. Kinda sad. Ya our newsletter will be great. I wrote some stuff for my latin newsletter that i could put in there. I'm getting better at layout so maybe I could be layout editor and she could be editor-in-cheif, just like omar and nicky were, except the whole flirting thing. Well that's cool how she put our old stuff on a different page. Clears stuff up a bit. I'm really depressed about our vacation, I hate family vacations. I feel so powerless and hopeless. I'll be stuck there no matter what and waste my life. There was a thing in my quiet time book that if it's something you really don't want to do that you're doing it's probably the devil working on you to make you guilty or hopeless, those are his prime sources of attack I've heard. Read the Screwtape Letters by C.S. Lewis. OK so anyway today was my first day with my volunteer job at Fresh Start in the Communications Department. I got to file news clippings, address and stamp envelopes, put doctors in the computer, and organize a cabinet. I'm really excited though cause it's a great place and a great cause not to mention i get to learn about journalism. She calls me her intern and shows me all around (my "boss") it's great, and i talked to this one really nice college girl (well actually a couple) and they told me this was the perfect place to be to learn about communications. I'm glad, maybe I'll get a real internship somewhere somtime because this is on my resume. But I can't work there again until next wednesday because of our trip and then my birthday party. However I am kinda glad cause what i was doing kinda numbs the mind and body. Afterwards you feel really weird and don't think quite right, or maybe that was cause i didn't really eat breakfast or lunch. Well whatever, life is good except the family vacay. Talked to Marilyn today, she said maybe I could go with her to Hawaii in October, yay!! I'm invited to the vlounteer appreciation dinner at the polo club for fresh start, it sounds super fun. I mean i'll probably be one of the only teenagers there and i don't like other teens all that much, and we can hang out and watch people get drunk. My boss says she'll make sure i don't, haha. Everyone at the office was surprised I was in highschool. I dunno if that was because of how naturally mature i am, haha, or because they don't have a lot of highschool people there, well they don't have any actually. WEll i'll miss u for a week but Marilyn will keep you entertained since she wouldn't come with me, not that anyone else reads this anyway, but it's nice to know your emotions and experiences are there for people to care about and learn from if they choose to.