What is in a name
I dont play the sue me game
If it is me you want to blame
Remember I dont have money cus I'm lame
This part is really short. But the next chapter will be better. Please tell me what you think so I can keep the fic going..
NCS, Torture, Angst, and Violence
NC-17
1x2, 1x3, 1x4, 3x4 1x?
Plot: This is a really dark fic about Heero raping Quatre while he was drunk.
What will Trowa and Duo do when or if they find out?
“Talk”
‘Thoughts’
//Flashbacks//
So Innocent Part 7
by Markanovanlink
The Doorknob was so cold against his skin that it caused him to shiver. He was so worried and yet angry all at the same time. His best friend was suffering and all he could think about was himself. 'Why did Heero say Quatre’s name? I should have been the only name. Oh Quatre, what kind of friend am I if I think about my relationship in your time of need.' Was he being selfish or just human? He couldn’t decide either way. The only thing that he knew was that he needed to see him. His concern would come first to any jealous ideas.
He finally turned the old doorknob. There he was, his best friend lying in a bed of pain. A red, black and blue bruised face was the only thing visible in the white linen bed. 'Quatre, what happened to you? When you came home you were fine. You looked fine so how did all this happen in one night? I was asleep in the jeep. I would have heard if someone drove up or broke in. Heero would have heard…Heero, was drunk. I wasn’t that drunk. I remember having bad dreams about you. I remember you screaming. If it was real I would have woke up, right?'
Duo closed the door behind himself as he made his way to Quatre’s bed. “Quatre, can you hear me?” The question was so quite that he barely heard himself say it. He sat on the floor beside the blonde’s bed. He began to push the loose strains of hair away from Quatre’s forehead. As he did so, Quatre began to fidget and moan the words “no” and “please stop.” Duo drew his hand back and watched the scared expressions on his best friend’s sleeping face. No, no no no no. Duo stood up and quietly left the room. Once he was in the hall he sprinted to Wufei’s room, swinging the bedroom door open in a rage. “Tell me what happened to him!”
Wufei looked up from the book he was reading and sighed. “Duo, just come in and shut the door behind you.” The raven-haired boy closed his text and motioned for Duo to sit on the bed next to him. “What is your mind thinking?”
“I was just in Quat’s room and I don’t know. I think something is wrong but… I was here when he got home. He was fine, he was tired but he was fine. Who did that to him? Who burned him like that? Why does it seem like something else is wrong?” Duo’s voice started to crack as he felt tears in his eyes.
“Its okay Maxwell, just calm down.” Wufei looked into Duo’s eyes. As swirls of black met with waterfalls of violet, Wufei laid his hand on Duo’s shoulder. “Quatre burnt his self in the shower. Trowa had to drag him out of that watery inferno. As for all the cuts, I think he did that with an old scrub brush. I found it in the tub as I was cleaning the blo…the bathroom. The doctor said that…Quatre…showed signs of a sexual assault...”
Duo’s eyes went wild with anger as stood up, “Who?”
“Quatre says that nothing like that ever happened, so I don’t know?”
“I am his best friend. I should have known when he walked through that door that something was wrong. I should have been there for him.” Duo sat back down on the bed with his right hand on his face. “I…I need to talk to him.”
“All in due time, don’t blame yourself. You are not the one who has caused him harm. None of us would.”
“If someone has put their filthy hands on him…”
“Wufei?” Trowa had opened the door and peeked in. “I wanted to know if you have seen Duo?”
“Here I am. What’s up?”
“Quatre wants to see you. I told him you been stalking him since you got back.” Wufei smirked as Duo ran out of his room and pushed past the taller boy. He turned his attention back to Trowa as he came completely into the bedroom and sat down in a chair near the bed.
“So what did he say?”
“No one.”
“Kinda figured he would say that.” The boys sat in silence as if it were the best comfort they knew of.
Duo made his way back to Quatre’s room. This time the blonde was up. “Duo!” Duo ran over to him and hugged him softly so he wouldn’t agitate anything. “I am okay you can stop worrying about me.”
“I can’t.”
“Why not. See I am fine.”
“What happened?” Duo placed his hand on Quatre’s cheek and ran his thumb over the bruise.
He knew he could never tell anyone what really happened. 'I would never hurt you like that. I hate lying to you and Trowa. Please forgive me. I know how you feel about Heero and I don’t want to be the one that kills that.' “My mission went real bad…”
“Please don’t lie to me, I saw you come in from your mission. You were fine. Who hit you like this? What made you do this to yourself?” Duo words ran out full of tearful emotions as he held the other boy’s hands in his.
“Duo…”
“Don’t pacify me, please don’t. You can tell me anything. I have always been honest with you. I have shared things with you I would never share with anyone else not even Heero.” Duo noticed how Quatre flinched when he said Heero’s name. Duo’s throat went dry. He could feel his heart increase its rhythm as it echoed beats throughout his body. The long haired pilot cocked his head to the side and began to speak again. “I don’t think everyone got to see how well you are. I should go get Heero so he can see you.” As he tried to get up the scared boy grabbed his arm with tears in his eyes.
“No, that’s okay I just want to sleep.” Duo sat back on the bed and fought back a burst of anger.
Duo spoke with a serious tone that Quatre never hear before; “I am only going to say this once. You need to hear me when I do. I have been Shinigami for as long as I can remember. My loyalty lies with the innocent and my duty is to punish the wicked. I have taken down many in my wake. No matter the personal stake I have with any of the damned or wicked. My life is and always will be as Shinigami. I am the God of Death now and always. Do you understand why I am telling you this?” Out of fear of the intensity in Duo’s voice the other boy nodded his head. Shinigami placed both hands on Quatre’s face and with all the fire and brimstone reflecting in his eyes said, “now I want you to tell me who hurt you, or I will take vengeance on the person I think it is.”