And i didn't think this through
I would never do this again
I am here all alone
I am flesh without bone
I'm sittin here, waiting for the sun
And the lights shine in town
Follow them, you might get out
Yeah, you might feel something real
Oh, but all the hearts you'd steal
They'd linger in your mind
So stay here where it's safe,
But i'm not safe
So where do I go?
Maybe this is not my real life
Maybe i lost my mind and
I'm treading water in this fake world-
But then a fake world could be my real life
This can't be real
I've never felt this dark before
Like a book that's out of sight,
The kind you only read at night
When the moon is pointing at you
That's it for me
I dont think i'll be here next year
Beyond a shadow of a doubt,
Doubt is all i've learned about
But nothing seems to help me sleep
So stay here where it's safe,
But it's not safe
So where can i go?
Maybe this is not my real life
Maybe i lost my mind and
I'm treading water in this fake world-
But then a fake world could be my real life
So here i am
Right back at square one
Nothing can suffice
All alone in paradise
This is not my real life