Memory Work #3
A Company or Not a Company?
Her mom and dad wanted her to get a good job in the future. They wanted her to go to Stuyvesant, so that she would get a good future. They wanted her to get a job in an office because they wanted her to get a better job, and to earn a descant living not like her parents because one work for a fish selling department and the other for a sewing company. They wanted her to be good at something that her parents are not good at. Her grandma and her grandpa wanted her to be someone who works in an office for a business company because they said that they have a lot to do and they make good money. But she wanted to become a singer or a celebrity because she wanted the fame and the glory that that jobs offers. She wanted to be looked upon and not looked down at by people. She made a career web page about that job in school, like how much do she think that she would earn and about why she chosed the job.
Her mom, dad, grandma, and grandpa were there because they were the ones who wanted her to get into a good high school so that she would find a good career that suits her most. And they were the ones who wanted her to find a career in business. They wanted her to succeed because they can't. When her mom, dad, grandma and grandpa told her about her future goal, she said that she didn't want to become someone who works in a office because she has her whole life ahead of her and she doesn't want anybody to decide her future for her yet. She said that when she gets older, she would see what subject. She remembered what the weather was cold and rainy because of the bad day she was having. She couldn?t decide things for herself but instead someone older gets to choose things for her like what she would do in the future. Why would they be things about the future, why not the present, why not about what is happening to her right now? She doesn't now why they are so concern about now.
She spoke to her parents and grandparents about why she doesn't what to become a person who works in a company and why she wants to see what she could accomplish in her lifetime and decide from their about what she wants to become in the near future. She was speaking to her parents and grandparents about her disagreements about her future planned by her parents and grandparents. She heard her parents and grandparents yelling at her because she disagreed with them about their plan. She felt hangers hitting her because she doesn't like their idea about the future. She tasted the defeat because when her parents and grandparents started hitting her, she started to cry and she tasted her tears and it was very salty. She cried until her eyes got all red, as it was swollen or something. She could not help herself because she felt so bad about herself. Have you ever cried and could not stop, your tears go on and on?