A Distress Call To The Blue Fairy

I am a puppet,
A puppet made of flesh and blood
And unseen strings.
I have as many puppet-masters
As I have so-called friends.
They all get a chance
To pull these threads of mine.
My words, my movements,
Are theirs--
The puppet-masters’.
Puppets don’t think on their own,
They simply perform.
I perform
In many shows.
Puppets don’t think.
What happens when a puppet hangs limp Without a master?
Blue Fairy, where are you?
Please, turn me into a real girl.
But the puppet is a thief
And a liar.
She has stolen
Too many hearts.
Are my lies
Their lies?
Or are my lies
About myself
And the feelings I don’t have?
Puppets have no feelings.
Then why is my wooden heart breaking?
Blue Fairy, I am not deserving.
The painted smile
Is fading.
The strings
Are wearing thin.
They’re ready to snap.
I want to cut them loose,
But I am afraid
That without them,
I won’t know how to live.
I don’t know how to live.
Puppets can’t live.
They can’t leave
In the middle of the show.
I don’t want to be a puppet.
Blue Fairy, I need you.
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