My Private Hell
Slowly, Softly
My Mind Wanders
Drifting Along
Shifting Thoughts

I Feel Confusion
A Deep Dark Pain
I Dream of Wars
I Have Fought

I Wonder Why
I Must Pursue
That Which is Lost
Cannot be Retrieved

And I Cry
I Cry so Hard
For the Dreams I Had
My Heart so Naive
I had Thought
I Had Fantasized
I Believed Heaven
Was Really There

But Then I Knew
When All Was Lost
There Was No Heaven
No One to Care

Times Changed
Things Went too Far
Life Was Sad
No One to Tell

Instead of Sunshine
There Was Rain
Now I Exist
In My Private Hell
Copywrite 2001  Maria G. Abernathey
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