MAY7BLACK

measured pearls..
valuable worth
pricely stones
worthless pebbles
dreamy eyes
faraway world...
buterflies

I WALK..MANY A TIME..HUMMING..SILLY RHYMING LINES..RECOLLECTING..SMALL PEBBLES..SINGING..TINY SILVER BELLS...THE DROPS OF RAIN..THEPAPER BOAT..ALL LOST,ALL IN VAIN..SUNKEN BOAT,AH!ONCE IT FLOAT...THE TALES OF YONDER LAND..THE KING AND THE QUEEN..BLUE SKY,GOLDERN SAND...AND THE MISERABLE TWIN...SHIFTED SANDS..MANY A TIME..PAILFUL WITH HAND..TINY CASTLES OF TIME...WALKED ALONE ALL THE TIME ...STEPPING STONES..ACTING AS SILENT MIME..SIGHING INANE MOARNS...PAGES TURN,WORDS FADE..SCRIBLED LINES...THE DIARY WITH THE GREY SHADE..AND PAPER BINDS....

blank pages
lines fade
marked..
forgotten birthday card
to....from..
days passed
lonely lamp burning
fluttering light
little
path..
empty memory yard...

i look up the sky
god,you don't reply.
big tears fill my eye
i wanna know ,why?
i swear. i curse.
you are too harsh.
hey,hey,where are you?
been waiting for years few.
i just stare up the sky.
and hopes i tie.
the answering machine doesn't work
i just stand. some kinda jerk.
god's not home.
gone to roam.
i say, what's up?
wanna fill life's cup.
but you don't reply.
you left me.goodbye.
i shout. i plead.
god i need.
worries and pain
makes me insane.
unspoken dreams.haunt again.
i swear by cold eyes.
you told all lies.
now when i need you
you don't give a view.
you were all i ever had.
but you think i am mad.
i wish i could be.
and i wanna see.
my friend. my love.
life with a silly curve.
one more night you'll say.
maybe jan or damn may.
may. i was born.
happy face with a scorn.
digging into the dirty past.
slow life went too fast.
got wings beneath me.
so you could see.
wanna fly away.
but stupid lines to say.
stop playing. i air.
but you don't care.
another guy at the door.
one look and no more.
but just hide.
the old man just died.
am kinda psycho
doing another show?
you just stupid smile.
somewhere away. a mile.
i have been waiting.
a silly tune i sing.
these simple words i say.
you just don't sway.
ashes on fire.
you play the damn sire.
you are not there
you don't care.
just a stupid dream i had.
dreams always turn bad.
i kept waiting in the winter dew.
i hate everything about you.
end of road.
found no life's code.
lost to life.my.
you're not there.you don't reply....

MY GOD DEAREST....