ANTICIPATION

You would dare to crash me away
and leave me broken
You have abandoned my feelings,
my love torn apart
You have vaguely sent whispers
through my heart saying, "I am guilty"
Yes you are
My love was true even from afar...

Little did you know
You were still in my mind

As I remember you held her hands so tight
Surrounded with starlights, you came to her
Knelt down in that old oakwood
As both of you pleaded

My soul weakened with tears rolling down my eyes
How can you tell me you cared so much
Even treated me so honorably
You have made me anticipate
For love to grow
I asked you why, "Is there really some love to sow?"
"Why then did you say you do?"

All these were questions in my dream
A dream that was left with anticipation
Until now for what's left to see?
All the hurt you've caused me made my heart dry
My soul longs for your vivid eyes
Even for your sweet caress
My ears always waits for your cold, empty voice

Do you feel the deep pain when you said goodbye?
I am still left with this anticipation,
To tell you how deep this love stucked in this heart,
I wonder, will you ever treasure?


By: Maya Guzman Santos
Copyright © 2005
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