| ...Freshman Year |
| IT STARTED OFF LIKE THIS: In August of 2002, my college career at Cal State Northridge was at hand. blah blah blah, college... i figured it'd be fun. fuck that. FALL SEMESTER: PRO - i talked to -3 people for the whole four months - i joined a dance troupe called FASMODE - the computers are fuckin fast CON - i wasnt there for welcome week due to Boy Scouts... yeah i said Boy Scouts, i was working on my Eagle project... hey fuck you! - introducing myself as "Nathaniel" as opposed to "Nate" didnt help me - i joined this shit group called CSUN FASA, consisted of cliques galore and a bunch of shady, wannabe hardcore people - i said about two words to my three roommates - i got written up for alcohol even though i wasnt drinking - i stayed in my room about 9/10ths of the time - i entered college at a respectable 155 pounds. i am now 171. - i dropped out of a dance troupe called FASMODE - i went to a FASA party once. i had zero fun. i didnt drink for the longest time. i promised myself i wouldnt drink anymore. i drank. i threw up. - all i did was stay on my fuckin fast computer - i just realized that we were a haven for a convicted criminal... name: sean, alias: Ghozt, crime: dunno... but officers, he was in here! - my grades were mediocre. (3.3 GPA) Yeah, i know, it seems like the Cons outweigh the Pros. Well, Fall Semester wasn't the best for me if you hadn't realized already. I then had winter break to think some things through. Winter break was almost two months man. Crazy shit eh? IT ENDED OFF LIKE THIS: So i made a resolution to myself. i would come out of my shell... wait, that makes it sound like im gay or something.. shit... i would BREAK out of my shell, start talking to people. blah blah blah. So in February 2003, a new Nate would rise up and say, "hey Fall Semester, FUCK YOU!" SPRING SEMESTER: CON - my grades sucked more - i still didnt talk to my roomies - i wrote a paper that i thought was harmless... unbeknownst to me, i totally made fun of my speech teacher, and she hated me since PRO - i joined this thing called PCN... opened me up like a mutha - maybe, just mabye, this shit group called CSUN FASA, cliques galore and shady, wannabe hardcore people was a group i wanted to be apart of - RAZORS CREW!! WOO HOO!! - i gained confidence and stopped doggin on myself so much... but i still do it for shits and giggles - i realized who my real friends are from back home - my alcohol tolerance is slowly going up Okay, it doesnt seem like theres a lot more Pros, but there are. Overall, i would have to say my first year college experience extravaganza bash was a success. yeah, corny sentiment but hey, i had fun guys. ONTO COLLEGE : YEAR TWO |