| Eventually I accepted to proudly wear the Lost and Tormented tags (LnT). This is where I started to learn more about BDSM and the Gorean ways. The first girl of the Home helped me in many ways to be the best one could be. In no time, I was serving the Free/M/D's who entered the home with drinks, which I became more confident everytime. With working shifts at the station then rushing Home to be online for family, this was my life. While in LnT, I had two online Masters (not at the same time of course), both to who she wrote poems for, which you may read on the following pages. I started to get too close to them, and got hurt when I was released from their collar, but the LnT family were always there to pick up the pieces and helped me move on in my training and life. On the whole, things were starting to be going right for me....beams a smile. It was while in LnT, I met the owner of the home in real time, as he did not live too far away from me...well, at least we are in the same country. He took me to my first ever BDSM fair, called BBB, which again, was not too far away. It was interesting to know and learn that this life, really did exist beyond the computer screen. Yes, it was scarey at first, but I loved every moment of it. |
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