| As I mentioned on the previous page, I used to be a Christian, though I do not count this to be the case anymore. Neither do I claim to be wiccan, well, not as yet anyway. I spend my time, in books and also looking upon the internet to find out more about this wonderful religion. I have found that the Wicca religion is about being one with nature, and also to be closer with your inner self, or spirit. Since practicing these ways, I mean in trying them out, I have found a better person living within me. I go for daily walks, as much as I can and I find myself looking at my surroundings in a different light. I listen to the music of the birds, instead of just hearing them chirping away, also the melody of the wind, not just moan about it being chilly or a strong gust. As you may notice, if you return at a later date, or even by the writings of poetry thus far throughout my website, there is a change in them from this year (2005), to ones going back twelve months ago, or even six months ago. All this is down to the way I now look at things, and at people, in a new and wonderful light. It has only been a few months since I have been meditating on a regular basis, again, I have found a vast difference in my thinking, feelings, and the way I am spiritually. I feel more stronger in myself, though I know it is not of my own doing. Looking at nature? Yes, I used to be very close to nature when I was a child, though unfortunately thought I outgrew it when I became an adult. Boy, was I wrong, these past few months have made me realise just how much I was missing, how much I loved to be out in the open, feeling the wind upon my face, as well as the sun and rain. Now, thinking of Wicca, I have studied a lot, as I have mentioned, and everytime I read, the more I want to know, the warmer and more excited I feel deep within my being. I feel a different sort of energy within and around me. I so much want to learn more, before making my decision, though I have another six months at least, though I do try and live by the Wiccan Rede daily. At the end of the day, I am only human, but to know myself in a different way, I could have only dreamed of before. Now I am starting to know exactly who I am, and what the purpose for my life really and truly is. |
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