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| Youth |
| Fifteen was the age when I was introduced to BDSM, though I did not know there was a name for it back then. My partner was much older than my self and started to teach me about transfering pain into pleasure, as well as light bondage, and sense deprivation. I was introduced to blindfolds, spanking, leather belt, handcuffs, food play. To know about this and more, please turn to the BDSM section, on this site. While being with my partner, I became pregnant. We were engaged on this ones sixteenth birthday, but unfortunately, due to circumstances, the marriage did not take place, and I gave birth the following summer, without my partner being present. Fortunately my mum was though, and helped me through the first couple of months. By seventeen, my daughter and I moved out of the family home and into a place of our own. When my child was eighteen months old, I met another man. He took on my daughter as if she was his own. The first father figure in the childs young life, which made me very happy. Time went by, and my partner was in and out of prison, though I kept by him. Not long after, I became pregnant with his child and married three days before christmas 1993. I gave birth to my second daughter the following February. To cut a long story short, we went our seperate ways in 1997. |
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