Sorry Dude, i am yet to complete this..I am trying to write about my life in this " SO CALLED beatuiful world " from my  DAY 1 to TILL this date ..But when ? and can i  do it honestly ?? i will and i should. - you said it !!

Aayina Mujse Mere Pahali hi si soorath Mangi.. Mere Aappne Mere  Hone Ki Nishani Mangi ... Mem Badakththa  Hi Raha , Dard ki virani mem Vakth Ligtha raha , Chehere Pe  Har Pal ki Hizza Meri Shoharathu, Meri Deevann ki Najzar Hyui Pi Gayi ,  Mem ki Yeah Bottle Mere Geethom Ki Kithab AAg Lowtta Hum tho ... Hasne Ki Adha Bool Gaya... Ye Shahar Bool Gaya Muje Aur Mem Bi Use Boola..

Where are Those "THE BEST DAYS" of my life? There is always a relief  even when I realise that i am alone in this "FACE OF EARTH". Am i becomming , another ROBINSON CRUZO, FRANKENSTIN ?? Often I Will be "SHYLOK " when it comes to those "SOFT FEELINGs" of Life. These Are not Self Inflicted, But they are the plans of the creator , who created you and me. That was the most "UNKINDNESS CUT " the creator  ever did to me. I dont deny that , there are people , who has more setback's than me.. Why should the Creator do so?? This is unanswered , till now and never will be....i wish i could hear you for a moment ....

Here is my Favourite song, which i sing when i feel dejected. I dont know how many times more i  need to sing this,before i reach my destiny.....

Thalam Thettiya Tharattu...Thalamurakal Nukarnnidunnu... kalithottilattiya Seetha Devi than Tharattin eenangal Thengunnu Innum.... Sakunthalathile Prema Dukkam Malini Nadiyayi Ozhuki Vannu... Aviram Avalinnu Thulumbunnitha...anganamarude nayanagalil AArannya Boomiyil Shapa Beejam Ahalya Shilayayi Tahrichu Ninnu Abalakal Ennennum Pidayunnuvo...Abishaptha Nimishathin Garthanagalil...