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UPDATE JULY 12th 2004 |
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Hey guys, I've just changed medication. I'm on Abilify now and seroquel. Though I was under medicated for a while. I'm alright now and ready to face the world. I was getting paranoid again, but now I'm much better. |
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I am going to start on a work trial soon. Which is like work experience but getting paid. Though pay is minimal at least it'll get me out of the house for a while. I"ll be working full time but at my own pace. I'll be a research assistant in my University helping a PhD student do his research. |
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It'll only last for about 13 weeks but that doesn't matter. After that I'll be going overseas to Portugal, Spain and France for a pilgrimage. Then I'll be doing more work experience and hopefully get a permenant job. |
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Stories from lonliness |
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Warm vomit......
Fresh like Pink Flesh
Bleeding on the white carpeted floor........ |
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You're never too sad to want to exist no longer. No one is able to. Just too depressed to think it through...... |
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WARNING the next story is very disgusting. I wrote it when I was very sick and wanted to share my thoughts. Please don't read if it might trigger you to self injure etc. |
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Frontal bone broken
A girl is watching the sun go down. She has a scar on the right side of her face.....a result of playing with a knife. In fact she has scars all over her body where she had burnt, peeled off her skin, cut her flesh and pulled her hair out. She stands in front of her mirror listening to Britney Spears. She then unbuttons her top and cuts a Z on her chest. She lets the blood drip onto her fingers and licks it. She rubs the blood on the mirror smudging the image of her face. One day she sees a boy getting bashed up in a school by a group of teenage boys. |
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She rushes over there and kicks them. They release the boy and he runs off. They then push her down and drag her to a nearby toilet. They shove her face into the toilet bowl and urinates on her head. They begin to tear off her clothes when they see her scars. They laugh and pushes a knife into her body. She pulls it out and wipes the blood on her pants. They hear someone coming and runs off. |
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She falls onto the floor and by the time the person comes, she is unconcious. She dies on the way to hospital. |
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Dancing in Armegeddon
A concert pianist lives in a war torn country. He tries to escape his village and goes into a field. It is filled with rubbish, including a piano. He sits down and starts to play the piano. A lady comes and starts dancing. Soon a man comes and dances with the lady......A girl comes and plays a small recorder that she had kept in her knapsack as she was escaping. She has lost her family among the turmoil but she is now happy. More people come and dance.....Then a soldier comes and listens........................................ |
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