"Spirits of My Being" I can often draw energy from spirits outside of myself and my realm. However, I can always draw from the spirits within me, spirits of my being. The spirit of kindness hides near the surface. It sneaks out at unexpected times. When I need to sweetly smooth the way, I call upon my spirit of kindness. The spirit of hope resides deep inside. It comforts me in times of trial. When I feel sad deep down to my soul, I call upon my spirit of hope. The spirit of love resides in my heart. It reminds me of joys old and new. When loneliness seep into my being, I call upon my spirit of love. I've learned a lot about my spirits through practice and lots of introspection. Recognizing some of my spirits can bring back troublesome, past memories. The spirit of fear has scarred my soul. It sneaks into the forefront of my mind. When I need to gain deep strength, I call upon my overcome spirit of fear. The spirit of knowledge is slow to come. It takes time and desire to acquire. When it is time to learn or teach, I call upon my spirit of knowledge. The spirit of confidence ebbs and flows. It peaks when I'm most secure. When my self-esteem runs very low, I call upon my spirit of confidence. The spirit of peace lurks in myself. It reminds me of quiet times in my life. When I'm troubled or extremely restless, I call upon my spirit of peace. The spirit of creativity binds all together. It fills in the blank spots and improvises. When I don't like the formula or pattern, I call upon my spirit of creativity. The spirits of my being are all intertwined. I call upon them often to ground myself. My spirits are often in a state of flux, Their energy is used and replenished daily. My spirits extend beyond the stated ones. I chose these because they sparkle in my mind as recurrent spirits to often be called to ground and channel. The spirits of my being are joined to outside spirits for extra energy. I draw upon the far points of my soul to control and use the spirits of my being. Megiana 8/25/04 |