| Marty Reports: "I still love Jess" 18 Jan 2004 |
| Marty to say HI Jammers
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- hey jammers Hope life is treating you all very well, and that you have all managed to recover from the festive season and are finding it OK getting back to the normal routine of life. I had a good time over chrissy and new years. Just spent it at home with my good mate Mylo (he lives on a farm pretty close to me. The farm is going great guns, finished harvesting all the crops about a week ago and we had a ripper season so dad is stoked. At the moment we have 800 wild bulls from a station up north in a feedlot, so it is a pretty buisy time and it's stinking hot. But I should'nt be a winger cause that's just the joys of country life. Have been finding life very different without beloved jessica but am sure something may be worked out in the future.....who knows...(fingers crossed). I look back on the BB days and it makes me smile, I feel I have achieved so much and had the best time doing it. Although I never lose sight of the big picture. I did bb for some fun and just to see if I could get on the show. Too many people feel that it is all about carreer and a good way to get your foot in the door. Believe me there aren't many people who go on the show just for a few kicks so I feel special. It has been hard going back to normal life as such. For the past 6 months I guess I have just been in hiding living in my farm house with my dog gem and my new puppy dippy (she is beautiful). When ever I go to the city (rarely) I wonder if people will still recognise me but somehow strangely enough they do, still spins me out. I am not staying on the farm much longer, cause I feel a bit lost, i want some sort of direction in my life and on the farm isn't the best place to find it, cause this is my comfort zone and I want to explore new challenges in the wide open world. Jam fans I want you to know that I am still in Love with Jessica, she has always been the one I want to hold, kiss and cuddle and always will be. We somehow always seem to be out of sink when one of us wants to be with the other. I am sure when we are both ready to commit again fully our relationship will be be better than ever. I know I am still in love with her cause she is the first thought in my head every morning and the last sweet thought when I go to sleep at night. I thank you all so much for being there for Jess, she thinks the world of you guys, and its so sweet to see true genuine fans such as yourselves. Forgive me for not getting on here sooner but I have been working flat out and communication facilities back in Toodyay aren't exactly state of the art. Good luck and run a muck Love always Nathan 'marty' Martin p.s my dad is 50 on Saturday and my step mum has just bought dad a brand new Harley Davidson, he has been wanting one for ages, he is going to be so surprised!!!!! |
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