Updated On 7 July 2000

Dear visitors:
Long time not see. I has been very busy since school reopen. There are school works and projects to do, beside, I got to work harder as this semester is very important. Streaming year mah...since the 1st day of my sec2, I have been imaging that which class I will be end up with and how am I going to take the Exam. Unfortunately, this year I got some 'emotional problems'. That's why I found this year is a bit annoying. Hia.....Juz very c0nfused. I tell u all sumthing, i can juz take RC as my idol, really, will it be more 'Normal'? Actually, I like RC is really normal...juz that some ppl started to ask ing qestions like 'r u a lesbian?' sorts like that...then I started to suspect.....But at the end, I am juz fooling wif myself. Of coz Ruizhen can be my idol, Why NOT?

Anyway, time to back to normal. Now, I am not thinking abt RC much as I did before, I can walk pass her without 'face turn red, faster beating heart', I can see her with my eyes wide open, I can walk behind her......etc....Are them the improvements? Yes, They are.

Ok, got to end here. Juz wish u , friendz, me all the best. Gd luck. See Ya

Yours faithfully,
Mei Qin (Jetinz)
7.July,2000

Updated on.6 June 2000

Well.....after a 'boring' and 'thoughtful' and 'restless' holiday....here I am....not really recharged...but at least I feel everything is refreshed. This holiday...I mean really boring. Most of time I was surfing net and sumtimes chatting on IRC...and watching TV. Actually, sometimes I really wanted to sit down and do some 'useful' work...haha..but I couldn't. At one side I was always thinking abt 'her' and at the other side, I was trying to forget abt her..(seems impossible, rit?) mmmm...anyway, juz like today...Miss Tan said...it is a "unnatural attraction"...yar may be. I don't know. But now I AM OK. Whatever it is..or it was, juz let it go...who knows...may be it is juz kind of difficulty that I have to go through if I want to 'excel'. If that can make me 'grow up' then I have to face it...even I don't want to face it...I still have to face it. So, wht do u think? ( who am I toking to now? ) I juz hope that everything will goes smoothly throughout this semester...then take the streaming exam..then that's all. Wishing and praying that I won't see her in this semester.

And today, school gave us this 'evergreen', a kind of newspaper? dunno lah. But the importance is....there got two photo of her...one is in band cheer and another one was taken in Malaysia trip. I promised 'u'(who?) that I will upload these pix abt her. So, I wil keep this promise...after I have edited it, I will upload it on this Friday.

And, now I am learning guitar....my fingers are all in the terrible pain.....but hope one day I can play favourit song..even compose songs....my wish anyway. wish me all the best.

Do u think I should move house....I don't know why that now I am starting to see her in Chiltern Park or near there more and more frequently....errr..every time I see her, I will feel upset..then whole day will in a bad mood...I don't know why I will have this so strong and terrible reaction...but that's enough.

So, I will end this news! here. Thanx 4 ur support. Wish you and linjian, weiping, zixiang, luiying, linlin, and me GOOD LUCK!

Yours faithfully,
Mei Qin (Jetinz)
26/6/2000

Update on 3.June.2000

Hi,Dear visitors:

Finally, FresH-SmiLe Home is set up.....

Although, Some particular pages are still under construction, I feel very excited to see a brand-new look of this website.

For some reasons, I found some pages loading time is realli long, to solve this problem, I used back simple background, so now the loading time is more reasonable. Beside, some of pages, I added in some background music, let u feel more relax to view this website, hope u will enjoy it.

And now, the pages of RuiZhen is under a topic called 'RC', so if u want to access these pages, please go for this link....and for my personal advise: Don't go in if u are not sure who is RuiZhen....OK?

In fact, I am trying very hard to forget about her, since we can't be friend, what is the point of thinking about her? And I wonder since God should know that we can't be friend, why he desighed this to let us meet??? (if anyone can answer this, Pls write an mail to mei_qin85@hotmail.com to me, thanx)

At last, I hope u all can keep supporting this website, and give suggestions, or things, contents, pix that u want to see in this website. Thanx. All the Best~ I also wrote some masseges on the massege board, feel free, pls check out.

Yours faithfully:
Mei Qin
3.June.2000

Updated on 28 May

Hi, Dear visitors:

I am very glad that u take ur time to read this news.

I am very sad to announce that this website will undergo some changes and the most important change is that this website will no more for ruizhen, no more for 2e6 gals, NO MORE.

U may ask why? Yup, u know that I also don't want this change to takes place. I am the one who set up this website and I am the one who like Ruizhen....Do u think I want to see this website to change? Of coz NO. I am forced to do it. May be change will make things go better, I hope so.

Yesterday, I went on IRC, and somebody that I used to talk to very well asked me to go away...I don't know why..I asked her, but she did not answer me. Juz note that this gal is not Ruizhen but somebody also from 2e6. If this words came out from Ruizhen, I will not mind. But it came out from a friend of mine(at least I took her as a friend) I cried anyway. Juz too shocked. So, I decided no more IRC, IRC only creats troubles for me, and I don't think I can take it anymore.

Let me tell u this, I am weak in friendship. Since that time I have tasted the most hard time, I told myself that don't get into any of these troubles anymore, juz study and that will be enough. Don't talk too much, Don't gossip too much, Don't ask too much....when u know less, less troubles u will get into. However, today, I still get into this kind of thing. XIAO~ I mean myself.

After I finish writting this news, I will uninstall IRC, juz let me forget about this programme. So, now, what I did for past three months, take it as a dream...may be a sweet dream..sweet dream will ends now. Time to wake up.

More 'useful things' will replace the information of Ruizhen (I will put these information in under one topic, but I won't put this as a index page which means a starting page) Thanks 4 ur support...thank you very much, really. Keep supporting this website, I will do my best.

Yours faithfully,
Mei Qin  28.5.2000
   

Updated on 27 May:

Today is parents day...errr...my results ok lah, still need to improve..

Anyway, since I have gone to school, then I sae Ruizhen lor. I actually walked down the staircase, then she walked in front of me. Then i juz walk lor. But I don't know why she turned back. I looked at her, but she did not seems to notice that I existed in this world....juz as usual, she walked away lah. Of coz I dun realli happy wif that, but i alreadi used to it liao, besides, wht can I say?

In the earlier days, I alreadi put up the news that ruizhen had cut her hair...I have asked some of my friends, they all said that ruizhen not looks nice as she did before.Hai~ although I felt that way also, I still think that she is the best. My problems onli lah.

Then, yesterday was our 2.4Km run. Whole Sec.2 was in the stadium, then of coz incuded ruizhen lah. Our class was put at the first to run(who plan this huh?) And sec2e6 was put at second to run..(ohmygod, u know hu am I going to say abt liao) So, I ran for six rounds in the stadium and I 'supposed' that I should saw Ruizhen at least for one time. But I DID NOT, not even her shadow!!!!(ohmygod) How can this happen, DO u know that we ran in the SAME LANE and I cannot see her!!!! But anyway, after I finished running, then I saw her liao...haha.....

And juz for ur information, the short form for Ruizhen's name is 'RC' , u can juz remember as 'IRC' which I think is veri suitable. And her full name is 'CHONG RUI CHEN' ok?

So, Holidae is coming(actually came liao), I dun think I will see her veri much during holidae, so, less news abt her will be put up. Anyway,  do u think I realli should make this website 4 her?? haha, even is 4 her...she also don't know, so I did it 4 wht? 4 her spirit huh? Sumtimes, i realli think I am stupid leh~ So, may be one day this website will juz delete, or change the main topic...i don't know, but I realli don't hope the day will come, since I still hope that one day I can make friend with her..(HOPELESS LAH!!)

And soon I will make some changes to this website, so pls be back soon....THANK YOU VERI MUCH!!!!

meiqin 26.5.2000  the owner of this website (I am thinking of give a name to this website, wht do u think?)

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