* DEDICATION TO MY BABY JOEL* "LOVING YOU"
BY: MELANIE M.
TO ME YOU'RE LIKE A DREAM COME TRUE
WHEN IN NEED, I CAN COUNT ON YOU
TO MAKE ME HAPPY, NEVER SAD
THERE THROUGH THE GOOD AND THE BAD
SPENDING TIME, SHARING DREAMS
THIS IS WHAT TRUE LOVE MEANS
HOLDING HANDS, KISSES SO SWEET
SO CLOSE TO YOU, FEELING YOUR HEART BEAT
TO ME YOU'LL ALWAYS MEAN SO MUCH
THE WAY YOU HOLD ME, THE WAY YOU TOUCH
THE WAY I FEEL FOR YOU IS TRUE
I CHERISH EVERYTHING YOU DO
LITTLE SECRETS SHARED HERE & THERE
NO ONE ELSE COULD EVER COMPARE
THE MOST IMPORTANT THING YOU HAVE TAUGHT ME
IS TO OPEN MY EYES & SEE THINGS I NEVER COULD SEE
YOU ARE MY ONE & ONLY LOVE
SENT FROM THE ANGELS UP ABOVE
I ALWAYS KNEW DREAMS COULD COME TRUE
THAT IS WHY I'LL ALWAYS BE LOVING YOU
<3 BURNING LOVE <3 BY: MELANIE M.
CARRY ON, HE SAID AGAIN I SAID I CAN'T, YOU'RE MORE THAN A FRIEND I HURT INSIDE, LITTLE DOES HE KNOW BUT PAIN AND SADNESS I CAN NOT SHOW
I WANT TO WIN THIS, BUT I HAVE A DOUBT I NEED TO BREAK FREE, AND SCREAM AND SHOUT IT HURTS TO HOLD OLD FEELINGS WITHIN I'M FEELING THE WORST I'VE EVER BEEN
CRYING AT NITE, FEELING LONELY AND COLD I'LL GET OVER THIS, I AM TOLD BUT WHEN? I WONDER...ITS BEEN SO LONG FALING IN LOVE SOMETIMES FELT WRONG
EMPTY INSIDE, I SIT AND WAIT THE ROMANCE WE HAD,WAS ONCE SO GREAT TIRED I AM, I CLOSE MY EYES BUT SECRETLY INSIDE, MY HEART CRIES
L-O-V-E BY: MELANIE M
IT'S A FEELING THAT TOUCHES YOU DEEP YOU BECOME ALIVE AND FREE SPIRITED WHY DOES IT CONFUSE SO MANY BUT YET BRING SOME TOGETHER?
IT PLAYS TRICKS AND SOMETIMES FOOLS IT HAS ALL THE POWER IN THE WORLD YOU CAN MAKE IT, BUT NOT BUY IT
SPECIALLY SHARED WITH ANOTHER AND ONCE YOU EXPERIENCE IT YOU KNOW IT IS THE BEST FEELING AND YOU WILL CHERISH IT FOREVER
~ THE OCEAN ~ BY: MELANIE M
PUSHING UP AGAINST THE SHORE LEAVING TRACES IN THE SAND FEAR & WORRIES, THERE ARE NO MORE ALMOST AS IF HOLDING A HAND
CALM AND PEACEFUL I FEEL INSIDE WATCHING AS THE EARTH DISSAPPEARS SEEING THE HIGH OF THE TIDE FEELING THE VIBES OF TRANQUILITY IT SHARES
I FEEL MYSELF LOST AT SEA WONDERING HOW NATURE DOES THIS PRIDE AND BEAUTY OVERCOME ME GIVING THE FEELING OF A FIRST KISS
NITE PREVAILS AND THE MOON SHINES DOWN LEAVING SHADOWS TO FILL MY SHOES I SIT, WATCH, AND WAIT AROUND TILL MORNING ARRIVES WITH A SKYFULL OF BLUES
=) A BEST FRIEND (= BY: MELANIE M.
SOMEONE TO LISTEN TO WIPE YOUR TEARS KNOWS HOW YOU HURT CRYS WHEN YOU CRY
CAN KEEP A SECRET WHEN TOLD SHARING SPECIAL MEMORIES GOOD TIMES, AND LOTS OF LAUGHS SADNESS AND FEARS BEING TOLD
LOOKING OUT FOR ONE ANOTHER BEING AS ONE, A TEAM HOLDS A SPECIAL PLACE IN YOUR HEART ALWAYS TOGETHER YOU WILL BE
RESPECT IS HONORED LOVE IS GIVEN TRUST IS PROVIDED A FRIENDSHIP IS BORN
DESPERATE HEARTS BY: MELANIE M.
THINKING ABOUT YOU DAY AND NIGHT A FEELING SO STRONG, IT PULLS SO TIGHT AND IT HURTS, AND BURNS TO LEARN TO LET GO TIMID AND ASHAMED, I FEEL IT SHOWS
HOLDING HANDS, A HUG AND KISS FLIRTY TALKS, OH HOW I DO MISS SINCERE THOUGHTS, HELD ASIDE IN YOU I FELT I COULD CONFIDE
I GUESS IT'S TRUE OF WHAT THEY SAY LOVE CAN COME, BUT THEN GO ONE DAY THE SCENT OF YOUR COLOGNE STILL REMAINS WORDS CANNOT EXPRESS MY GRIEF AND PAIN
I HURT AND YEARN FOR SOMETHING MORE HOPING YOU'LL WALK BACK THROUGH THAT DOOR ITS OK, A GIRL CAN DREAM AND TAKE AWAY FROM REALITY OF HOW LOVE MAY SEEM
AN ODE TO MOTHER BY: MELANIE M.
MY MOTHER, MY FRIEND YOU ARE SO DEAR ALWAYS HAVE A WAY TO SHOW YOU CARE A WARMING HUG WHENEVER IN NEED THERE TO TELL ME I WILL SUCCEED
MY MOTHER, MY FRIEND YOU ARE THE ONE WHO TAUGHT ME HOW THINGS GET DONE MADE ME REALIZE I HAVE A GIFT ALWAYS THERE TO GIVE ME THAT LIFT
MY MOTHER, MY FRIEND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ALWAYS FIXING THINGS, WITH A SPECIAL TOUCH THERE TO WIPE MY TEARS DRY LENDING A SHOULDER WHEN I CRY
MY MOTHER, MY FRIEND I HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY WITHOUT YOU I WOULDN'T BE WHO I AM TODAY I AM PROUD TO SAY YOU ARE MY MOM AND WANT TO THANK YOU FOR A JOB WELL DONE
PROMISES LAST FOREVER BY: MELANIE M.
HOLDING IT IN, QUIET AS CAN BE PROVING YOU CAN TRUST IN ME TOLD YOU I'D BE HERE FOR YOU MY FRIENDSHIP FOR YOU IS TRUE
MEMORIES AND FEELINGS SHARED OVERCOMING THINGS WE ONCE FEARED GROWING APART AS WE GOT OLDER ALWAYS THERE TO LEND A SHOULDER
HOW TIMES DO REALLY CHANGE MY WHOLE LIFE HAS RE-ARRANGED THERE IS ONE THING THAT I DO KNOW I WAS NEVER AFRAID TO LET MY FEELINGS SHOW
NOW YOUR GONE AND IT IS TOO LATE I WISH I HAD TOLD YOU AND DIDN'T WAIT I PROMISED MY HEART WE WOULD BE TOGETHER AND MY PROMISE WILL LAST FOREVER
** MISSING MY LOVE ** BY: MELANIE M.
YOU COME TO ME IN A DREAM FAR AWAY ALTHOUGH IT SEEMS VISIONS DANCE THROUGHOUT MY HEAD AS I LIE ALONE, COLD IN BED
IT'S LIKE YOUR WITH ME...AT MY SIDE BUT A PART OF ME HAS DIED ICE COLD TEARS ROLE DOWN MY FACE IN MY HEART YOU HOLD A SPECIAL PLACE
I WISH YOU HADN'T GONE AWAY I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT DAY ALONG WITH YOU, WENT MY HEART YOU PROMISED WE WOULD NEVER BE APART
I KNOW YOU WENT CAUSE IT WAS RIGHT BUT I STILL SEE YOU IN THE LIGHT IT'S QUIET AND PEACEFUL, AND YET SO SWEET BUT I KNOW THAT ONLY IN MY DREAMS AGAIN WE'LL MEET
~THE ANGELS DANCE~ BY: MELANIE M.
A BRIGHT LIGHT FROM UP ABOVE CALM AND PEACEFUL LIKE A DOVE SHINING DOWN OVER ME A BEAUTIFUL RAY, THT ONLY I DO SEE
FILLING ME WITH STRENGTH AND SPIRIT A SOFT WHISPER, AND ONLY I DO HEAR IT SOUNDS SO SWEET, BUT YET SO FAR SHINING THROUGH THE DARK LIKE A STAR
ALWAYS THEIR TO GUIDE ME THROUGH WHERE DOES IT COME FROM, WISH I KNEW FOLLOWING THE VAGUENESS AND STARDUST WHEN IN TROUBLE..IT'S YOU I TRUST
WHEN IN A DILEMMA, YOU ALWAYS ARRIVE ENCOURAGING ME TO GO ON AND STRIVE IN YOUR DIRECTION, I TAKE A GLANCE AND SOON DISCOVER HOW ANGELS DANCE
~*~ONE NIGHT STAND ~*~ BY: MELANIE M.
A KISS SO SOFT ON THE LIPS HANDS SLIGHTLY TOUCHING THE THE HIPS ROCKING TOGETHER IN A MELODY AND FLOWING TO A RHYTHM OF TRANQUILITY
LIGHT WHISPERS IN THE DARK NOTICING A LITTLE SPARK TENDER HANDS TOUCHING EACHOTHER YET THEY REALIZE THEY ARE LOVERS
HEAVY HEARTS POUNDING SOUND STILL THERE IS NO ONE AROUND NIGHT HAS ENDED AS DAY IS NEAR AS ONE'S HEART BEGINS TO TEAR
GETS DRESSED AND UP THEY GO THEIR FACE AGAIN WILL NEVER SHOW
THE STALKER BY: MELANIE M.
CREEPING UP, YOU'RE VERY SCARED THE FEELING OF SOMEONE NEAR YOU FRIGHTENED BY THE SOUND OF BREATH NERVOUS TO TURN AROUND
WALKING AT A FASTER PACE ALMOST IN A JOG HEAVY FOOTSTEPS FOLLOW FASTER YOU BEGIN TO RUN
SWEAT POURING DOWN YOUR FACE WHAT DO YOU DO RUN FOR HELP AS FAST AS YOU CAN YOU DONT WANT THEM TO CATCH UP
REACHING HOME YOUR WORRIED TURN ON THE LIGHTS AND CRY CALL FOR HELP ONCE MORE ITS ONLY A SHADOW...YOU BECOME SANE ONCE AGAIN
~*~ WHAT HAPPENED ~*~ BY: MELANIE M.
WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME? I WISH IT WASNT SO IF YOU COULD ONLY SEE ME I NEVER WANTED TO LET YOU GO...
LAUGHS AND LONG WALKS SPENDING TIME WITH YOU SECRETS AND LITTLE TALKS MY FEELINGS FOR YOU ARE TRUE
LITTLE KISSES HERE AND THERE TEARS AND SECRETS HEARD I WANT TO TELL YOU I STILL CARE BUT YOU WONT LISTEN TO A WORD
HOW I MISS YOU EVERYDAY MY HEART CANNOT REMEND WHY COULDNT YOU JUST STAY? EVEN AS A FRIEND
NOW I'M LEFT ALONE AND SAD FILLED WITH HEARTACHE, I AM MAD BUT I STILL LOVE YOU
HIDDEN LIES BY: MELANIE M.
TRYING TO HOLD IT IN WHY DOES IT HURT? YOU WANT TO SCREAM BUT YOR WORRIED
YOU WONDER AS TIME PASSES ON WILL THEY EVER KNOW? YOU WANT TO SHOUT BUT NO ONE WILL REPLY
TEARS ROLL DOWN YOUR CHEEK THEY DRIP SOFTLY FINGERPRINTS MELT THE SOUL WORRIES FILL THE HEAD
PAIN BECOMES HEAVY AS THOUGHTS BEGIN TO FORM END COMES NEAR DARKNESS TAKES OVER
COURAGE COMES FORWARD DIGNITY IS REGAINED PRIDE IS ESTABLISHED TRUTH IS FULLFILLED
~*~ WANDERING EYES ~*~ BY: MELANIE M.
LEFT TO RIGHT WHERE DO THEY GO AND WHERE THEY STOP, NO ONE KNOWS SPOTTING SOMETHING WORTH THEIR WHILE TRYING TO HIDE IT WITH DENIAL
CONTINUED PATTERNS KEEP ON GOING PULSE GETS HEAVY, AS BLOOD KEEPS FLOWING STARING INTO A DAZE INTO THEIR PATH, SLOWLY THEY GAZE
FINALLY THEY CATCH YOU, AND FALL SO DEEP FALLING HEAVY, ALMOST READY TO SLEEP READING WHATS ON THE OTHERS MIND SECRETS AND FEELINGS SOON YOU'LL FIND
HOPES AND DREAMS YOU START TO SHARE NO OTHERS COULD EVER COMPARE LENDING A HAND TO HELP THE OTHER THE FIRST LOOK, YOU KNOW YOU'RE LOVERS
" LIFE'S CHOICES " BY: MELANIE M.
KNEES SHAKE, HANDS TREMBLE BREATHING BECOMES HEAVY SWEAT BEGINS TO POUR ONE'S HEART CANNOT RESIST
THE TOUCH AND FEEL ITS LIKE NUTHIN BEFORE A WHOLE NEW WORLD TO EXPLORE A JOURNEY FOREVER ONGOING
SCARED TO GO AHEAD BUT SCARED TO FALL BEHIND DO YOU GO? OR NO? CONFUSION REMAINS
IMPRESSIONS ARE MADE WITH THE FIRST GLANCE AS ONES HEART BEGINS TO DANCE SOME TOUCH OTHERS, AND MELT THE SOUL WHILE OTHERS TAKE THE HEART AS WHOLE
LEARNING TO TRUST, LOVE AND CARE SLOWLY ERASING ALL YOUR FEARS OUT OF THE BLUE THERE THEY STAND ALWAYS THERE TO LEND A HAND
GAINING RESPECT AND DIGNITY YOU'VE TAUGHT ME TO FIND THE "REAL" ME LIKE A CIRCLE, IT NEVER ENDS IT'S GREAT TO KNOW I HAVE A FRIEND
<3 HERE TO STAY <3 BY: MELANIE M.
WISHES AND DREAMS...QUITE A FEW BUT SOMEWHERE THERE IS SOMEONE THINKING OF YOU WANTING YOUR SMILE, THINKIN ITS WORTH THE WHILE TO SIT AND WAIT, POSSIBLY ANTICIPATE
DREAMIN OF WHAT IT COULD BE IF ONLY YOU COULD SEE THEIR FEELINGS FOR YOU ARE TRUE THE DESIRE TO BE THERE HOLDING YOU
WHY ITS SO HARD, NO ONE KNOWS NOT EVEN HOW A FEELING GROWS WHEN IT HITS YOU, IT KNOCKS YOU OFF YOUR FEET FROM DAY ONE, WHEN YOU FIRST MEET
PULSES THROBBING, HEARTS BEATING FAST KNOWING THAT THIS MOMETN CAN'T PASS THE URGE TO TOUCH, AND EVEN FEEL MAKING SURE THAT THIS IS FOR REAL
LIKE A CHILD, ALL HAPPY INSIDE NOT TO BE OBVIOUS, TRYING TOH IDE YOU WANT TO SHOW THEM IN EVERWAY THATS YOU LOVE THEM AND YOUR HERE TO STAY
THE GOOD OLD DAYS
BY: MELANIE M
CAN WE EVER BE AS ONE?
WHEN WILL THE DAYS...TURN TO FUN
HOW DID WE LET IT SLIP AWAY
HERE..ALL ALONE..I LAY
LOOKING BACK AT OLD MEMORIES
SEEING HOW THINGS USED TO BE
TEARS NOW TAKE OVER MY EYES
AS STORIES TWIST AND TURN TO LIES
I CAN'T MAKE YOU BELIEVE ME OR EVEN TRY
ALL I CAN DO IS WONDER WHY?
HOW DOES ONE'S SELF, DO SUCH A THING
MISERY, AND PAIN IS ALL IT DID BRING
TOGETHER WE CONQUERED SO MANY THINGS
GROWING UP, GRADUATION, COLLEGE, SUMMER FLINGS
THE CLOSER WE GREW, THE FARTHER WE BECAME
AND OUR FRIENDSHIP THEN, LOST ITS NAME
I MISS THOSE DAYS, WHEN NOTHING WAS WRONG
WHEN WE ALL WOULD SING TO OUR FAVORITE SONG
I WISH IN SO MANY WAYS
THAT WE CAN GO BACK TO THE GOOD OLD DAYS
(*DEDICATION TO THE ORIGINAL "M"SQUAD! *)
What Do You See
Do you see me, like I see you
Do you believe
The sky will always be blue
I dream of you everynight...
Holding onto
My pillow tight...
When I wake I see your face
I know my heart, has reached a place
A place in which
I'll never leave
A comforting place
And I'll always believe
I'll always believe
We were meant to be
I'll always believe...
Forever you and me
So back to my question
Please answer it true...
Do you see me
Like I see you?
* I would like to take this moment to send this section of my poetry page to my boyfriend Joel. He is a HUGE fan of NASCAR...and about a month ago, a Legend passed on. So at this time, I dedicate this piece to the INTIMIDATOR himself *
DALE EARNHARDT 1951-2001
Heaven 500
-ANONYMOUS
The Heaven 500, was just getting started,
an All-Star race, for the racing departed.
Heroes of the track, with nerves like steel,
and sitting on the pole, was a cat named Neil.
Adam Petty was there, with his beautiful smile,
Kenny Irwin determined, to finish in style.
Lee Petty was glowing, with that Grandfather pride,
with Davey & Clifford, both in a new ride.
Fireball Roberts, floated in on a cloud,
while Tony Roper waved, to the Heavenly crowd.
Morrosso & Nemecheck, then Tim Richmond appeared,
Al Kulwicki strapped in, while the racing fans
cheered. The honorary starter, for this Heavenly race,
Ralph Earnhardt was chosen, a tear on his face.
But the red flag flew, just before it had begun,
and every eye, was open wide, and looking to the
SON. A last minute entry, was the cause of delay,
while the fans were instructed, to kneel and to
pray. The Heavens turned black, and the clouds turned
dark, the lightning was brilliant, the thunder did bark.
Then out of the rumble, for all there to see,
the clouds formed a number, a black number three.
The Heavenly fans, then erupted with pride,
and welcomed this star, who had recently died.
With a bolt of lightning, Dale Earnhardt arrived,
as he stood before Jesus, his spirit revived.
Jesus hugged his precious child,
then revealed his perfect plan,
"I brought you home, to let you know,
that I'm your biggest fan!"
"The Intimidator was needed, for this Heavenly race,
leaving all of your earthly fans, with honor & with
grace." Ralph Earnhardt then stepped forward, embracing his
son, then whispered in the ear of Dale, "Let's go and
have some fun!" As Ralph stood proud, the green flag flew,
the crowd went wild and the tension grew.
And just like Salvation, the admission was free,
as every eye focused, on the black number three.
When the checkered flag dropped, no dry eyes
remained..It was a photo finish, as Jesus explained.
He said, "There are no losers, on this Heavenly
track, this was a welcome home party,
for The Man In Black!"