Recovery from an eating disorder is a long process, the thought and behavior patterns associated with anorexia, bulimia, and binge eating can be hard to change.

Generally speaking, the longer you've been eating disordered, the more work you have to do to overcome those
habits and the dependency you have on them. 
Full recovery can take as long as 8 years, sometimes more.

  The main thing is WANTING recovery. 
Once you really, truly want it, you
WILL recover! 
But it is very common to have relapses along the way. 
Don't let that keep you down...just keep fighting! 

In fact, I am going through this stage at this point in my life. 
The following song lyrics depict how I feel very well.
How about you?
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Lyrics from the song "Strong Enough," by Stacie Orrico

As I rest against this cold, hard wall
Will you pass me by?
Will you criticize me as I sit and cry?
I had fought so hard
and thought that all my battles had been won
Only to find the road has just begun.


Is He not strong enough?
Is He not pure enough?
To break me, pour me out, and start again
Is He not brave enough?
To take one chance on me
Please can I have one chance to start again?

Will my weakness far from now
make me suffer for a life time
Is there anyway to be remade whole again?
If I feel renewed and find forgiveness and find the strength I've never had
Will my scars forever ruin all God's plan?

Is He not strong enough?
Is He not pure enough?
To break me, pour me out, and start again
Is He not brave enough?
To take one chance on me
Please can I have one chance to start again?

He took my life into his hands and it turned it all around,
In my most desperate circumstance
It's there I finally found

That You are strong enough
That You are pure enough
To break me, pour me out and start again
That You are brave enough
To take one chance on me
Oh Thank You for my chance to start again
God knows right where you are, and what you're going through.  Just reach out to him, and he'll reach for you!
H~O~M~E