Beneath it All
Beneath all of the smiles and the laughs,
You will find me there... cornered and helpless
Like wizards of legend without their staffs
Nothing without them and weak with distress
Broken and shattered and torn up inside
I lack conviction and lose all my thoughts
Blanketed by anger; This is my pride
My lifeline tangled in a Celtic knot
Never to be broken of figured out
Forever shall you see this hollow shell
My other side, which you could do without
Shall be my salvation in this hell
Or is it the root of my own demise
Eating my spirit from so deep within
I'm tired of living this awful lie
My body, so tired; it must give in
Trading in all I have tried to achieve
For just a single chance for me to cry
You won't understand; you'll say I decieved
Feel guilt, I would not, for this day I die
Beneath all of the smiles and the laughs
You will find me there... cornered and helpless