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Living Alone
A sudden noise; a tap dripping, a wall creaking, Just the house going to sleep. My heart jumps, then a split-second later Everything is normal again, and I realise I was glad of the excitement.
Long after the house has gone to sleep, still I lie awake. Sleep before two is impossible. I think, I read, I think some more, about anything and Everything that comes to mind, which at 2am Isn't usually the healthiest pastime.
Mornings hold no fascination, no-one to share them with, It's probably raining anyway. Only in the afternoon do I dare give credence to the day Due to the fact that there isn't much of it left, even this only Involves shopping for one, and 'phoning up for company.
If I have company in the evening, I go to bed happy, In the event I am easily pleased. Otherwise insomnia reigns unrestrained, only to let up when I stop Missing and longing and fretting and hurting, thereby allowing The circle to begin again...
MTJ 20.7.98
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