Juan's Shit
Random Shit a Website Should Not Be Without
Shit that really isn't your business but you'll probablly read it anyways
Note: I am not a professional writer so lets not get to critical. These are just random everyday reflections and stabs at making sense of "IT" all.
QUEEN
(jpn's rant)

Everyone's gotta have good self esteem!
I hope they do. But let's not over do it.
Your shit still stinks like everyone else's
(and their feelings just as valid)
stop walking like everyone need to be looking at you
because there are OTHER people (remember that)
As youg et ready to hit the spot
work on impressing just yourself and your values first
that way, you wont end up degrading yourself
and most likely go home withe the horny dude who relies on his six-pac for confidence

Live life...sure, have an experience or two.
Just stop thinking self-validity can only be achieved by you becomind a diva
instead you become weakminded, pathetic, and exhibit no inner strength
you show no substance or any captivating qualities
realize your limits.
do this society a favor and try to grasp reality
your own little world in the grand scheme of things is minute and pathetic

-juanpaulnegrete

MAMA, SOY HOMOSEXUAL

So she speaks only Spanish
Nada mas, Ni una gota de Ingles
and i must express to here, "Mommy I'm gay"
Pero no hay Palabras!

I can say, "Mama soy Homosexual"
Because it's the right word to say;
The correct word to express
Who I am.
But Spanish or English
The word homosexual (Emphasis on the word sex)
Never has appealed to my liking

Ans so I think, and think again of some other words
That express the who that I ama
But as much as I think
I cannot help but to think
That I should damn my native language, Spanish
And as much as I love it, I cannot avoid but to hate it
-for the time being-
Because the only other words to chose from
are not words but insults.

I can say, "Mama, soy maricon, joto, chifladito, curiosity, totrillera, una vieja
-usted sabe, uno de aquellos."

Pero no,
I am not "one of those"
As these insults tell me.
I am not about fucking boys or wearing dresses
or acting "like a woman" or having dildos
rammed up my ass!
There's much more to me than same-gender sex.

In fact,
I am still part of humanity!

But how do I tell my Mama,
How do i make her comprehend that I am gay,
And still human,
Still a man?

How do I tell my mama
Who speaks only Spanish?
How do I make her comprehend?
Que yo no soy amor entre hombre y mujer...

Homesexual, Que pinche palabra!

-Jesus Alonzo
















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I dont know what the big deal was
The only "Mini-me" I like
GRRRRRR!
(exept im not the leather type)
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