Prayer Of An Unacknowledged Child
Now I lay me down to sleep
Lord, help my life to be complete.
Tonight I pray my Dad I'll meet
This shadow person I long to greet.
He left my mother before I was born
He didn't care, her heart was torn.
She raised me alone, she's very strong
I'm smart and good though feel forlorn.
I wonder why Daddies leave
Causing innocent children to silently grieve.
We should be valued, our lives weaved
into fabrics of love, not hurt and bereaved.
Could he look me in the eye
Hold my gaze when I ask him why.
Would he be honest, or try to deny
that late at night I often cry.
I know I'm loved, I was her first
My mother struggled to give me birth.
But my life isn't filled with mirth
for a father's acknowledgment brings self worth.
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