You see me as you do...

I wish I can make you see...

See what I see...

But you don't want too...

You shide yourself away from me...

You have every right too...

After what I have done...

But if you saw my view on things...

You many comprehend...

I need help.

No.

Not medical...

mental...

physical...

I just need your help...

I know...if I have you with me...

Helping...

Understanding...

Trusting...

Guiding...

I'll be back to my old self.

I need you...

Want you..

desire you..

I love you...

But you hate me...

I hurt you...so you have every right to...

Do you know how many night I cry tears of blood...

Cry my soul out...

Hell...I have no soul anymore..

Vince...the devil himself as you called him...took...actually stripped that
away from me...

I've prayed at nights...

to god....begging...pleading...

...for forgiveness...

Yea...me.. Steve Austin has been on his knees in tears...praying...

for a angel...

to light up my life...

to give me a light of hope....

a new beginning...

All I ask... is for you....to forgive me...

and be with me...

Please...

....please Cole...