DOUBT
"Ever since arriving in Sable, even before this, I have noticed
     something that I often find disturbing and it is doubt.  Often self
     doubt.  I see it in young fiends and sometimes even in those who are
     older."
"You might be wondering why this troubles me and in order to
     illustrate this I must tell you a story about myself. I will attempt to
     make it concise as to not bore the whole lot of you."
"When I left home to venture on my own I found myself afraid and
     full of anger that I could not control.  Eventually I began to feel
     some need for something that I could not quite understand."
"At this time of doubt I was drawn into the light, having been led
     to believe that my evil ways were shameful and that the light would
     better guide me."
"Dare I say I fell in love with a paragon. Soon, however, I
     realized that I was more miserable than ever and that the answer was to
     be found by walking in a path of darkness again, and to find my place
     there."
"Of course I had to kill the paragon male that I had loved. He had
     become so possessively in love with me that there was no choice, but
     that is a whole other story."
"My point is, we often have times in our lives where we doubt
     ourselves or where we are temporarily weak. With a strong paragon
     presence as we have here in Sable, this can be dangerous."
"Perhaps you are thinking to yourself, "I do not show this
     weakness. I am not in a positon to be swayed this way."  Perhaps not,
     but many others are whether they can admit to it or not.  And trust me,
     from experience I can tell you that certain paragons are out there
     seeking out the weak and will attempt to instill thoughts of shame and
     guilt in those weaker souls."
"Teach them to be proud of what they are and to bear no shame or
     doubt."
"A friend of mine was recently warned to stay away from naughty,
     evil girls like me - so I know this sort of coersion is happening every
     day around us."
"Look around you for those who may be seeking guidance, who need a
     gentle nudge, or perhaps a swift kick in the ass."
"Watch especially for those with an unnatural fondness for paragons
     because believe me, those paragons  will make false promises of
     unconditional love and peace, virtue and truth and these such promises
     can take a stronghold on those in doubt."
"Remind them that in the dark they can find honour, power, control,
     loyalty, unity, companionship... all that they need or desire."
"Teach them to be proud of what they are and to bear no shame or
     doubt."
"There is a confused fiend female in my own guild who I know as
     being targetted for conversion as we speak because of her open
     affections to several paragons..."
"Lavith and some others have begun this tradition of gathering us
     as a community to these Rallies which  very much strengthen our cause,
     but do not let this sense of unity go as you walk from this home."
"We speak here today about increasing our power and gaining
     strength.  We tend to focus on our strong points but let us not forget
     to identify our weaknesses or vulnerabilities.  Let's work together to
     guide those in doubt and protect them from being exploited. For their
     sake and the sake of the darkness."



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