A Secret of Four:
I'm not one to tell much when it comes to my weakneses, and surely I'm not about to let out enough to put me at a disadvantage if I can help it, but here is a little dish for you. Lovers, lovers. Everyone wants to know the secrets of a Bastite and her lovers. ahh.. the paramours and bonds I hold dear I speak freely of, but there are some who's names I do not speak of when it comes to disclosing my true desires. The problem arises because I am one who wants it all but does not know what it will take to truely satisfy. My desires often get the better of me and I strive to retain some semblance of control.
There is one that I want but cannot have. He appears available to me but I could never have enough of him to make me truely happy.
There is one I don't want but cannot resist. I have tried to quell my desire to no avail. My best defense is to avoid him though it is often beyond my control.
There is one I want, but will not. I loathe to admit that there is anyone who can drive such intense desire in me at nothing less than a brush of his breath against my skin as he whispers to me, but alas it is true. There is a knowing of this between us that has been for many many years, but I will not give into it. I can say no more else I will betray the extent of my weakness, and every girl must have her secrets afterall.
There is one I have but should not. He caught me by surprise and seduced me perhaps without even his knowing. Sometimes desire prevails over reason. |
