Wonderful yet distrubing imagination ~
Loveless (Sugi x Ryu)
Chapter 2
But things aren't easy for Ryu too. Sleeping alone on the king size bed, a sense of loneliness crept silently into Ryu's heart. Looking at the pillow beside him, Ryu remember the look he so loved on Sugi's face when he had just fallen alseep. Although she was a good woman, what some people would call the "marriageable" type, but right now marrying her is the last thing on Ryu's mind ot not on his mind at all.
Although he knows that nothing would ever blossom between them, Because there is no love, well at least from his end...but...this seems to be the only logical thing to do. Coming to think of it, this has been the only logical thing Ryu ever did since Sugi and him has become more then friends...
Every night Ryu could only relive all those passionate sleepless nights with Sugi in his dreams. He figure in his confuse mind that is the only place on earth where he could be close and love by Sugi over and over again, without the pressure of the world. Sometimes he just wished that both of them were not from the world...from this selfish world.
And although every birthday, he had wished this same wish over and over again, things never seems to change. The world stills hates them and giving their statues, it could mean losing everything they have now. It selfish of him to think of only material gains but then...how can he be sure that Sugi is willing to give up all that he has...given he has more...Luna...
What would people think about Luna when she grows up? How will Luna thinks of her own father and how would Luna thinks of him?
Yes...Luna loves him now. But that's because Luna is still small and she doesn't understand theb world. Things are not going to remand this way, she will grow up one day and she will knows about their forbidden love.
What would she thinks of them then, how would she look at her beloved Daddy and Uncle Ryu?
Ryu shut his eyes at that thought and with this he fell into a deep but unsetting sleep...
In a dark alley, Ryu found himself wondering around without direction...walking and walking... the road ahead seems endless. He doesn't know where to go or what he is doing here...but something inside him just pushes him on...searching...
All of a subben, he saw a faint shape in front and inside his heart he knew he had found what he was looking for.
"Wait...wait a min..."
The figure starting running and at a very fast speed. Afraid to lose sight of him, Ryu too pick up fast after him.
"Wait...don't run...wait..."
No matter how fast Ryu ran, the person in front is always faster and faster and faster, until there's nothing left in front of him except darkness again.
"Come out...please...come out!" Tired, Ryu collasped onto the floor like a rag doll, "Come out...where are you...come out..."
"Do you think that whatever you are doing is right?" a sound eoches through the darkness...a familiar voice.
"What are you talking about?"
"Do you think that we'll both be happy?"
"Sugi?...Is that you?"
"You still love me, you still do..."
"Sugi... Where are you? I'm sorry that things have to end this way but... but the world. The world don't understand and I'm afraid..."
"Do you still love me?"
"I..."
But before Ryu could answer, the shadow appears again. This time it's much closer and clearer...and the sight of it froze Ryu's blood cold.
Standing before Ryu is his lover...or rather a bleeding shadow of his former self...a blooded Sugi stands with both wrist and ankle slash deep with knife wound...bleeding and in his right hand holds a very very long knife...
Slowly the blooded hands raise the knife over his head and within a spilt second, the knife went piercing through deep into the blooded chest...
"Aaaahhh...Sugi...Stop!!!"...