JEssimaca
My Survival

I wanted to breathe
so i opened a window
but no air came in
so i turned and searched the haze
and i saw u and i knew u
and i loved u
so i will live in this barren world
because it is where u are
and i want to be where u are
and i will remain in the dark
because i would rather loose my mind
or my life
than my heart
i want to breath
so i will open a window
and if no air comes in
i will turn through the haze
and i will stand by u
and survive off my love for u
because i want to breathe
but even more
i want to love u
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I cant feel any more
i've closed up
my heart is surronded
by walls
built to shut u out
u and everyone else
not that u'll care if i'm not around
u dont give a damn
u never did
u dont know me
u dont anything about me
so dont f****ing pretend u care
we both know u dont
u never f***ing did
i gave u everything
i opened up my heart to u
and u didnt give a shit
so its over now
its all gone
it was never here to begin with
i have to let go
because i cant feel anything
and its al ur f***ing fault