oh theres more.....
i think ive cried a thosand tears
over u
i think i died inside
because of u
but u know what
i wont let u win
understand mr.man
u cant have my virgin mind
my hopeless heart
know that ur not in charge
u the fucking rapist
u took it
all of it
me
my life
and for what did u even get off
no, u didnt
fuck u stupid fuck
u cant win
i wont let u win!
light my way lord
take ur sweet child home
take ur peirced princess
and hold her head high
make the world know
that u love her
because if the world know
maybe this princess (that i am)
may know too
thrashing violence
head burning with tainted blood
teh anger bleeds out this hole
seeping, hatred falls to the floor
this girl who subjects herslf
to torture from herself
and all she says
with a coated smile
ony the pain remains
if there were words
that could tell u
how mcuh
i care
i'd tell u
id scream loud
if i could understand
the butterflies i get
when u come on the room
i honestly feel something
a tear
a smile
all a feeling
but what happens now
now u find out
and leave
like everyone else
u just leave
now im 6 feet under
now full of regret
what have i done
fuck what have i done
ur all crying
ur all sighing
what the hell
how can u love me now
i took life down
i killd the beast inside
i finally ended depression
and now ur sad
u didnt care when i would do drugs
or cut myself
no
u just stood by
now u care?
now?
now when im dead
when im finally at rest
when i can be relived of this hurt
NOW  U FUCKING CARE
what the hell is that
u couldve saved me
u couldve taken the knife away
u couldve stopped me
but u didnt
and now u care