Some more shitty poetry for ya'll..
I have this dream
of owning the world
being known
adored and worshiped
but this dream
this indescribable drive that i have
this chunk of my heart
that wants so much
is the little girl in me
the innocent child who does no wrong
the heart of this child
is now dying in me
since you pushed your way in my life
and took my dream
broke me down
i have this dream
that i might die
theres a lost island somewhere
where the people are truely nice
and no one judges
and people fall in love and stay
and children are always happy
no one frowns
and no one is overweight
and any size is the perfect
this lovely island
this beautiful monstosity of life
this perfectiopn of imperfection
this place i long for
the island has no hate
no anomosity
only love
cant be real
because if it was
our society would eat it alove
my island,
how i miss the thought of you
the grasping hand of a shadowy  death
the love heat burning in this doom
the death linger no more in isolation
with the victims of my sins
the slow twist of a single blade
the incision oh so very slight
tthis tortured black long night
the moon beaming galantly
dancing with this joy
the night time stiffly floating
accross this lovely shore
thinking of the day to come
aware of all my crimes
i know not of pretty things
for they dont want me either
the painted glass of my temples door
the mind of beauty wincing in pain
lyin on the dock of emortal hurt
the waves of angst now crashing hard
the night dove crying my name
the hand of my god taking my life away
this, my one last breath
i whisper outloud for everyone to here
this girl, this girl is dead
ive never known more love than this
my lover, my death has taken me now
A poem about my friends .... i hope u enjoy this one....
the ghostly hate whimpers down
the cowardly wind beats me
not the streets empty
the irony of death
and being alone
alone in this world
alone out of this world
my newly dug grave
cries out for a body
my toumbstone to be deliverd soon
here lyes michelle
hated friend, abondoned daughter
this crime unsolved
this world eaten by hate
one girl who wanted to change the world
who wanted nothing short of a miracle
a little bump in the road of haters
the hate suffocating
taking my breath
stampeded by roaring emotions
killed in a crowd of meaningless violence
killed by my own
thank you
for hating me so much that i tool my              own life