I feel such a piercing pain in my heart.  One horrifying night you were torn from us.  It's just not fair that we have to live without you.  I miss you little sister.  You were supposed to live a long and happy life with your family.  Everyday I look at your pictures. Memories flash through my mind and for just one moment - you are still here but then reality hits and tears pour down my face.  I feel such sadness and pain that I don't know if I can ever be the same without you.  I will never fogive the monster who killed you. My poor little sister I am sorry I couldn't  save you.  I'm sorry you were alone on that cold, dark street.  I'm sorry I couldn't take away the pain in your heart and make you feel whole.  I know you are safe now.  You are in heaven now but I want you here.  I just want you here.