It's really kind of weird, adding this page at this time of all times.
I've come to the realization that I actually still hate my mother.
She's responsible for the murder of my baby brother, and I don't think I can ever forgive her for that, though I tried to forgive her for everything else she did in our lives.




These are a few years old, but she really hasn't changed that much, except that her hair is shorter, and mostly white now.

People say I look like her, and maybe I do, but I am not like her in anyother way, I hope.
I certainly try not to be.


This was her wedding to my brother's father.
She treated him pretty shitty, but he was/is a good man, who always tried to stand by us, and treated me and my sister like we were his own, even though my sister was born to another man AFTER she left him.

Anyway, I need to keep this clean, so, I'd better move on.